My Lovey Life

First Love

Back then when i was 11 yrs old I had my first Crush. The boy was my classmate and a very good frnd of mine. I literally had a crush on him from class 3 but i was just too afraid to tell him. I want to but i can't say his name here. The boy was really sweet and cute. Everything was going smoothly. We used to talk nicely, laugh,walk to our tuition together, even we dance together. I really enjoyed his company over my everything. Just one smile of him was enough for me to be happy. The more i get attached to him the more i fall deeply. I was almost ready to confess my feelings for him but one day i got to know that My bestfriend also like him. After hearing this news i was fckin Shock like how on earth my bestfriend also like him. But slowly i used to it. We both often talk about him together like about his personality, behaviour and the biggest mystery was that Whom does he'll Choose Me or Her. One day my bestfriend told me that "Hey... What you'll do if he accepts you?" And i was like "I'll be the happiest human alive then" she just simply nodded at my statement so i also asked her "Soo... What you'll do if he accepts you over me?" And she said "I'll think about it..coz i know my bestfriend also like him so first i will think about you" and it touched my heart.

Time flies very fast so one day we both decided to confess him together and let him decide whom he wanna choose. My bestfriend was the first one to confess and then I said that i also love him. After saying those things i quickly ran out of the situation and calmed myself while waiting for his answer.

But soon after my heart broke into million pieces when he accept My bestfriend but not me. He said that he never heard what i said after she confessed it means he just ignored me. And about my bestfriend she is the First one to broke my heart before him coz i remembered she said "I'll think about it..coz i know my bestfriend also like him so first i will think about you" but in reality she never thought about me all she thought about was just herself and become selfish.

From that day my heart ached everytime i used to see them both together and sadly i can't unseen them coz we were at same class. Slowly they started being more close to each other and i was being distant with both of them coz that was only way i could live Happy. Over the time pass i slowly started to move on from that and Now they were happy with each other and M happy with my current life.

I just assumed that He was never meant to be mine.... It was just one sided love....