MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND

9.𝐘𝐨𝐮!

It's been eight days since I've been cuffed to this bed ,

All he has been doing is 𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆 me these few days

It's not in the morning but it's the 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 that I'm scared of

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Y/n: please not today , I'm not feeling well jungkook

Jungkook: i fucking don't care , your nothing but a piece of junk living 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒚 , remember that!
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I just wanna go outside

I feel so lonely, so empty

Y/n: ugh these cuffs

Just as i pulled with a little force , they came off immediately

All it needed was little effort to pull them off or they became loose due to all the pulling i did before i was getting violated by him

I immediately ran out

But I stopped ,and realised i have 𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 to escape to

where can I go

My only friend Lisa lives far away

Taehyungs not here

My parents don't want me ,

i was practically 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒘𝒏𝒆𝒅

So where can I go...

I feel like i don't belong anywhere, or like 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒊 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒕 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚

I slowly just walked to my room , the room that saw me crying 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒎

It's nostalgic somehow , although it's been just a few days since I was away from this room

I open the balcony door and the breeze swiftly moves onto my face

The night sky is just so pleasant , i wish I could just freeze time here and just keep looking at those stars

who are freely shining in the dark blue sky unlike me who's 𝒄𝒂𝒈𝒆𝒅 in this mansion with 𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈

I felt comforted when i saw those stars , they remind me if the time me and my mom went to see fireworks every month back when my family was whole...

suddenly out of nowhere all the unpleasant thoughts kept rushing to my head

"Your useless"

"Your a nuisance"

"Your nothing"

"𝑵𝒐𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖"

No, 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒊𝒕, i don't want to hear anything, why is this happening to me

I don't feel ok , i just want 𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒆,

the thoughts take the best of me

I can't take this anymore , I've had enough

I walk over to the balconies grill get up on my feet and sit on the grill of the balcony for awhile

As my feet swayed in the thin air , i kept thinking, will he show pity to at least my 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒐𝒅𝒚 or will he let it 𝒓𝒐𝒕 outside

What will happen to Taehyung if he finds out I'm dead , i don't deserve Taehyung of course, he's just such a nice guy , and i can't take advantage of that , 𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒎𝒆

Someone who isn't a 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒎 to everyone like me

Just as i was about to let myself go , just as i loosened my grip , someone caught me by my waist

Jungkook: have you fucking lost it!

Why is this monster here , why now of all times

Y/n: no you! Let me go!!

Jungkook: are you fucking dumb!!

Y/n: yes i am , im useless, I'm nothing but a nuisance , so let me die! Leave me!

He looks at me with a face I've never seen before , as if he's regretting something.

Still, I keep struggling but...

He pulled me hard onto the ground , both of us tumble on top of each other

I pull his shirt back and forth and hit his chest with my hand again and again

Y/n: jungkook, why aren't you letting me go , you've always wanted me dead right! Right!?

He doesn't say anything, he just gets up with me in his arms

He walks down the hall and then towards the store room

He throws me in and slams the door behind him

Jungkook: you're the type that will never learn to obey will you, you'll never be able to 𝒆𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒑𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 y/n, you don't deserve happiness! And you don't deserve 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 , i will try my best to make you live a life full of 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒚 and 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓, which will want to make you die but i won't let that happen, i will torture you until 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒔 𝒎𝒆 to let you go , even if you die i will chase you in the afterlife aswell and show you why you'll never be able to escape me forever!!!

I wanted to 𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒕 open when i heard those words spewing out of his mouth

What did i ever do to him , because i was the reason his girlfriend broke up with him, or because "𝒊" somehow seduced his brother and friend

Y/n : jungkook! Open the door!

My hands keep hitting the door that i can't see clearly in the 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌

I can hear his footsteps walk away

Y/n: jungkook!!....
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Author: hello friends, i hope this chapter was somewhat readable, let me know if you liked it :)