MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND

17.always

Jungkook:I'm sorry I ruined your smile, I'm sorry I took away your hope, I'm sorry I couldn't be a good partner,
I'm sorry for being such an asshole, sorry for breaking you into pieces, I'm sorry.....

I know all of that happened because of a misunderstanding but i just can't forget what this man did to me ,

i can't pretend that all that didn't happen, how can I jungkook

Jungkook: if you want I'll surrender myself to the police, but please just stay within my sight ,
i can't just give up on what we could've had if only i listened to you, i can even kill myself for yo-

I clasp my palms around his mouth, i know that if he told me to stay , i would , cause letting go of this man is hard ,

but pushing aside what he did to me is hard , i can't move on from that

I slowly withdraw my palms and move out the sheets while the sheets still cover him

Y/n: i have to leave , I'm sorry....

I slowly walked away , i could hear tears , he was crying , he was.....

Just when i step out of that mansion , i see two familiar figures, they start to run towards me

One of them hugs me with tears on her face

Lisa: oh, i thought i lost you once again

Taehyung: that bastard , I'll kill him today

As Taehyung stomped towards the house, i caught his hand , he turned around ,

I smiled at him

Y/n: it's ok....It is....

Taehyung: we should leave

Y/n: mhm!

All three of us walked slowly while the sun rays hit our faces , it was warm but i felt cold within,

it was like i didn't want to leave,

I looked back once again before closing the car door shut , i could still hear him saying "I'm sorry"

When we get back , i get back to my room Leaving the two of them to themselves
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Lisa pov

I thought i had finally done it , done the worst thing I could have ever done ,

but y/n looked sad not sad as in scared but more like really sad

Taehyung: sign! I really don't know what to do, I'm just so confused , why was she there again, why did she smile while leaving..i-

I grip on his hand , i was the same as him right now, he cares for her more than anyone ,
he was scared he had lost her, see y/n he does love you....your lying to yourself not me silly...

Somehow tears fall from my eyes unconsciously

I get my hands up to wipe them away , but he gets up and pulls me into a hug, i get startled and try to pull away

Taehyung : just stay for a while i think this is what we both need right now...

He snuggled into my neck , he was shaking , my tears didn't stop and they still kept flowing,

but they were not due to fear or guilt but just cause of the peace his hug bought me ,

i know this moment will not last long , but I'll cherish this , this is fine , as long as i can comfort him when he's down ,

as long as i can protect her , I'm happy I'm alive...
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Three months pass by super fast , the issue about me and jungkook reached the ears of our families

Jungkook's mother visited me a couple days ago to convince me to get back with him,

i somehow was so ready to agree but my conscience stopped me from going any further

I keep having doubts about what will happen if do get back to that place with him

I haven't heard anything from my family's side , obviously they don't care since they're debt has been payed off , but what about me

I do wish my father could've at least visited for the baby...

A large figure slowly walks in front of me , i look up to his eyes which seemed to be lost

Y/n: are you ok

Taehyung: y-yes...I'm just i bit tired

He says while he smiles

Y/n: mhm, take rest , don't push yourself

Taehyung: yeah..sure...i uh wanted to ask about Lisa.... She hasn't come here in a while since then

I smile in amusement, i knew he missed her , that's why he was so dull

Y/n: she will be back...don't worry

He slightly trembles and places his hand on his back neck , a confused expression spreads across his face ,

I'm sure he doesn't know what he's feeling or saying right now

Y/n: don't worry...

Taehyung: y-yeah ....i know..., I'll get back

He says and walks towards the kitchen then stops and realises he walked towards the wrong direction, and walks back and rushed to his room

I feel bad for him , and i feel frustrated im not able to do anything for them

What should I do.....
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Author: hello friends , how are y'all doing , are you guys well , i hope your current life is going smooth and well and if not , it will get better , trust me 😁, oh and again I'm no good at writing so hope you all forgive me for any grammatical mistakes or that if you didn't like any part of the story , please do let me know what you guys think about the story line now , if y'all need any changes or have ideas for the story please do lemme know , thank you , hope you have a great day , and I'm always thankful for your support, thanks for sticking with me for this long :")