MY ABUSIVE HUSBAND

19.𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥(END)

I am standing again where i thought I'd never step a foot on , i promised myself to never return but here i am once again , but this was my decision that bought me here , it was 𝒎𝒆 who bought myself here

I step in expecting a lot of maids to come rush but i see no one , the mansion looked dull from the outside and now so is the inside

I cannot feel anyones presence, only the sound of leaves shuddering outside and pitters of rain dropping from the sky

It feels so 𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒚

Just when i thought there was no one , i see a fimiliar figure who seems to be shocked to see me

She slowly takes steps forward in disbelief

Nancy: mam.....your here...

Y/n: y-yeah........ , how come i don't see anybody here , where's everyone

Her face turned to looking empty again

Nancy: ...well...'sigh' master fired all of them..

Y/n: what!

Nancy: all the maids here were fired because he said they were making too much noise , there are still quite a few maids here but at this time everyone's usually in the backyard or in other rooms cleaning silently ,he locked himself away from that day , he only steps out once in awhile, all of us can still here breaking of glass pieces everynight , his assistant comes every other day to deliver drinks, he also seems concerned that master has stopped coming to work , he informed me that everything is getting harder to manage without masters presence , master didn't allow anyone to clean his room aswell, once you go near to his room, it smells awful

She gets closer and clasps her hands around my hands

Nancy: mrs, please do something, everything is getting out of hands

Y/n: i-i.............

I look at the stairs leading to the top and turn to her again

I nod and smile her

Nancy: oh thank god

She loosens her grip , i turn around to the stairs , i walk slowly in fear of falling ,

because my legs keep trembling remembering how i was once dragged up and down these same stairs

On the final step , i look back to see how far I've come

I gulp on my own saliva and move forward, and as nancy said , as i move closer to the room the smell of alcohol hits my nose , it's so unpleasant, how is he living in there

I try to move forward with that horrible smell surrounding me

I grab the handle of the door and push it forward with more strong smell hitting my nose

I see him on bed cuddled up in the blanket with a wine bottle in his hands

For the first time i feel 𝒑𝒊𝒕𝒚 on him

I move closer to him , when i reach near his bed , i take awhile to prepare myself , i get on the bed and move closer to him

I tap him on his shoulder, there was no response , i shake him this time

Suddenly his arm pulls me in while his body hugs me from behind, his hands intertwine with mine

Y/n: jungkoo-

Jungkook: I'm sorry....I'm really sorry..

He woke up?! I try to pull away but his grip was tight , i give up ,i hear slight snoring noise from behind