Han Jisung X Stray Kids | oneshots | Book 1 (✓)

Beautiful Lies | Hyunminsung (1)

Today, Jisung asked his aunt, Han Jihyo to drop him into a coffee shop. From that shop, he will walk to the college. The distance is only 200 meters. His aunt will go straight to her office. Since Jisung was 10 years old, he lived with his aunt.

After ordering an iced americano, he took a seat at a table near the entrance. He opens texts from his boyfriend with a smile on his lips, but his smile drops when he reads the contents.

myhyunie❤️
Sungie
Meet me at the rooftop
I want to talk about us

hjisung
Okay
I'll be there in 20 minutes

After replying to Hyunjin's text, Jisung immediately finished his drink. He doesn't like to hold the coffee cup for too long. As soon as he got up from the chair, he bumped into a woman.

"I'm sorry,"Jisung apologized and bow.

"It's okay."

Hearing that voice made Jisung raise his face. The woman looked surprised when she saw his face.

"Mom.."said Jisung with a trembling tone.  His tears welled up. 

They haven't seen each other in almost 10 years.  He misses his mom's face and voice. He misses his mom's hugs the most. A hug that he had never felt since 10 years ago. He just wanted to hug her.

But..

"Mom?"cut a guy who might be Jisung's age.

Jisung's intention to hug the woman disappeared. In front of him clearly shows a family that looks perfect.

"Honey, you know him?"asked a man in his 50s. His face looks familiar.

They stared at Jisung who showed like he wanted to cry. The young guy beside the women felt uneasy. He could sense that the little boy in front of them knew his step-mother.

"No. I don't."

The simple answer broke Jisung's heart. He pulled the hood over his head and bowed before leaving the café. His tears fell as soon as his feet headed towards the college.

"Silly me! Expecting too much from her again,"muttered Jisung while wiping his tears.

*****

Jisung let out a heavy sigh as soon as he pushed through the rooftop door. Before going up, he went to the washroom. He washed his face. He made sure he looked normal, not like he just cried.

"Morning, Hyunie.."Jisung said with a smile. The taller man sitting on the bench turned his head.

"Morning, Sungie.."

Jisung sat next to his boyfriend without saying a word. From the text sent by Hyunjin earlier, he could sense that something was wrong and suddenly, he remembered about their friend Lee Minho. Hyunjin and Minho. Oh please, Jisung! Don't think about that..

"Sungie, first of all, I want to apologize."  Hyunjin spoke without looking at the younger's face.

"About what?”

"I.." Hyunjin bit his lip. He turned to his boyfriend. The younger looks calm, even though his eyes look red. He wanted to ask about the eyes, but he ignored it.

"Let's break up."

"Break up?"asked Jisung with a shocked tone.

He knew Hyunjin wanted to talk about their relationship, but he didn't expect the words he feared the most to come out of his boyfriend's mouth.

"Did I do something wrong?"

Hyunjin shakes his head before reaching for Jisung's fingers. The younger is innocent in this matter. The one to blame is himself.

"So, why.."

Hyunjin was silent. He loves Jisung but at the same time he loves someone else. He knew he couldn't have both of them.

"I still love him,"Hyunjin admitted.

Him.

That means Hyunjin is still in love with their friend, which is Minho. That's the reason he remembered that person.

"I'm sorry, Sungie,"added Hyunjin.

The younger pulled his fingers that were in Hyunjin's grasp. He stared at Hyunjin's face before asking,

"Did you ever love me?"

"I do! Sungie, you're the best boyfriend ever. I still love you."

"But you love him more. I get it."

"Sorry again, but you know what, we can still be friends."

Easy said than done, thought Jisung.

"Just like our friends,"added Hyunjin.

But we don't like our friends! Jisung responded in his mind.

Presently, Chan is dating Changbin and Seungmin is dating Felix. But, before this, Chan was Felix's boyfriend and Changbin was Seungmin's boyfriend. These four guys can still hang out together without being awkward. That's what Hyunjin meant.

"I don't know, Hyunie. But are you sure you can be happy with Minho-hyung?"Jisung asked, while glancing at Hyunjin. 

The taller nodded with a smile.

For the first time, Hyunjin's smile hurt him so much.

"Actually, Minho-hyung likes me. I heard him say it to Changbin-hyung,"said Hyunjin with a cheerful face.

He looks so happy, thought Jisung with a shattered heart.

"I see.."

"Please, Sungie. Don't hate me."Hyunjin reached for the younger's finger again. Guilt feeling appeared to attack him.

Did he make a right decision? Hyunjin asked himself. Actually, there was doubt in his heart.

"Don't worry, Hyunjin. I can't hate someone I love."

Hyunjin. 

Not Hyunie anymore. 

Why does Hyunjin feel like Jisung is far away from him? And it hurts.

"Sungie.."

Jisung stood up when he noticed his class would start in 15 minutes.

"I guess our story ends here,"Jisung said before leaning and gently kissing the tips of his ex-boyfriend's nose.

"Thanks for everything, Hyunjin. I love you."

And just like that, Jisung left.

*****

❤️,
Kay.