I know I have been absent for a longtime and I'm sorry. So I never thought any of the events of this book could come true most of it was based off my own mental health but my birthday was February 10th and one February 12th I got the news that my cousin who was like a big sister to me, killed herself. After that my uncle on my nana's side died. So I am kinda shocked and sad about my cousin. She sent me a text only birthday but I didn't receive it till it was too late. I'm very fucked up right now, my thoughts are not very good and I'm having nightmares. I'm waiting for someone to wake me up and tell me it's a bad dream and that I can still hug her and hear her sing to me and tell me jokes and stories. Everytime I have my birthday I am thinking of her. So I will continue this book but not right away because I need time to heal. Thank you all for the support. But y'all please please please don't do suicide because there are people that love you and care for you,including me. If you leave, it's other people your affecting. Suicide is never the answer. I know I probably have no room to be talking but please talk to someone if you are having those thoughts and if you need to vent, my comments are open or you can
message me on wattpad. And make sure everyday you let the people you love know you love them and never take them for granted because you never know when it's gonna be your last time seeing them. Here's the suicide hotline as well 800-273-TALK (8255)
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Hope to light the dark (Meraculous Ladybug)
FanfictionWhen Lila's plans to turn Marinette's friends against her work out, Marinette falls into the dark abyss of depression. To make matters worse, afraid to lose Adrian, her only friend who believes her, to Lila, she distance herself from him. One day sh...
