Amaranthine Love

5

"Pretending you're okay is easier than having to explain everyone why you're not."

That's what exactly what I felt right now. I'm in a tight spot.

First is about Riki. I don't know how to feel about him, but sure he doesn't feel anything towards me. He can be okay in front of me, while I'm just pretending that I don't care, while I really care about him.

Secondly about my ex, Kim Sunoo. He's coming back at me, begging so that I forgive his mistake. I actually already forgive him, but he insist that I still haven't. I really forgive him, but not forget.

He is my sunshine once upon a time. But, when I found out that he is the one who always bully my mom at work, angers me. He's the son of my mom boss, Kim Sungchan.

My mom work as his secretary, in Kim Corporation. But, during those times when she works, there's always Sunoo who always bully her by instructing her to do something that is out from her job scope.

Such as, cleaning his mess, and buying him coffee. How did I find out?

At this one time, I go to bring a lunch box for her. But at that time, I saw him scolding my mom for being late because he want to drink coffee. My mom was kneeling at the floor, and I was bursting.

I told him to break off our relationship at that moment. So, from there, I couldn't be with him anymore. I just don't ready to meet him actually, not even seeing his face.

Since, I already meet him, I just go with the flow.

My last problem is about that annoying man, Yang Jungwon. After that intercollege match, he been following me everywhere I go. He stick to me better than glue sticking to the paper.

He always talk about how good can he be if he were my boyfriend. He's been telling shit all this time. Cause, he just spouting nonsense.

He told me that he can be a good cook, but the lunch box that he give me always taste bad. That's why I always reject his offer when he give me the lunch box.

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While I was in my own imagination, I remember that my mom once told me that she want this one boy to be with me. He is Japanese, but live in South Korea because of his parents.

I read the letter that my mom exchange with that boy.

Dear miss, I am all right now. Thank you for treating my wound the other day. But, who is your child? I don't intend to marry someone that I don't love.

I was laughing while reading the letter. My mom really like that boy because he is so nice. He got nice personality and nice appearance.

Wish I can meet him right now, but I don't even know where he lives. My mom meet him at the hospital, because my mom is a nurse. Because seeing him alone at that time, my mom decided to take care of him.

That's when my mom decide to make him as his son in law. She want him to marry me.