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Leaving- 💔🤗

Backstory

This takes place right before Dazai left the port mafia and what I think would happen or what I'm going to make happen bc I want fluff.
TW:
M*ri
Odasaku's death mentions
Insomnia mentions here and there
Maybe others?
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Dazai's pov:
I'm leaving the mafia tonight. I have no idea what I'm going to do. Or even where I'm going to go. But I'm leaving Odasaku wanted me on the side that helps people. Plus Mori is just toxic I can't take it anymore.
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After packing his stuff
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I'm finally done I'm leaving for good. ' .... ' ' I need to leave but I need to tell Chibi goodbye. ' I'll go see him.
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3rd person pov:
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Dazai stood up hurrying to Chuuya. Once at the redhead's door he knocked loudly. The brunette knocked over and over again till Chuuya finally opened the door. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!? IT'S 3:00 AM!"
"Can I come in?" Dazai them says
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Chuuya's pov:
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I open the door and yell "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT!? IT'S 3:00 AM!" To which Dazai responded with "Can I come in?" He looks panicked. Or not panicked I'm not sure maybe worried? "Whatever just come in." I moved to the side while saying letting Dazai in. I closed the door while Dazai was now standing in my living room. Silently standing there. It's quite unnerving. "What do you want now waste of bandages." Dazai stays silent then finally opens his mouth to talk.
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"I'm leaving the mafia." He quietly says. I was shocked. It most likely showed because Dazai looked at me worried no. Not worried more confused? God I could never figure out his emotions. He's always so hard to read. "Why. Why leave now?" I say a hint of anger in my voice keeping my composure.
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Dazai's pov:
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"Why. Why leave now?" Chuuya says I hear that he's a little angry. I look to the side avoiding eye contact at all costs. "Odasaku wanted me to be on the 'good' side or side that helps people. Not only that I.." I say trying to keep my voice from cracking. "I" is all I repeat not sure what else to say. I finally look at Chuuya he looks confused and upset. I sigh and take a deep breath while Chuuya is just standing there. "I can't do this anymore I can't deal with Mori anymore. He-he... Is not the best person to be in my life.." I say holding back tears. Still not making eye contact. I don't want to tell Chuuya what happened with Mori and I all these years I don't want to even think about it. He makes me sick. Thankfully Chuuya picks up on this so now I don't have to explain any further.
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3rd person pov:
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The redhead understands. Picking up on the brunette's body language Chuuya believes Dazai was abused. Possibly worse by Mori. Sighing he says "So why come here? What do I have to do with this?" Dazai looks Chuuya in his eyes. The taller male's eyes glisten in the dim light. "I want you to come with me." Dazai finally says. "You want me to leave the mafia with you even though you wanted me to join!?" The shorter male says slightly raising his voice. "Yes. Everything and everyone I love leaves me eventually but.. I don't want to lose you yet. I prefer not losing you ever actually." Dazai said a small tear rolling down his cheek looking to the side. "Look I know it's selfish but-" "you think!?" Chuuya says cutting Dazai off. "Do you want me to drop everything I have now and leave with you!?" Chuuya says now also holding back tears.
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"I'm sorry this was dumb. I can't ask you to come and leave people you care about." Dazai says standing up and starts walking to the door. Chuuya grabs Dazai by the wrist and stops him from leaving. "Huh?" "I am." The redhead says. Dazai looks confused now turned to face Chuuya directly. "I am coming with you Dazai." Chuuya says "But you-" "No. I'm coming you fucking idiot. No buts." Chuuya says looking Dazai in the eyes "I may like people in the port mafia but I'm not staying without the person I love." Dazai's eyes widen ' love? ' Dazai thought. "Chuuya. You love me?" Dazai said with a light blush on his face. "Yes fucking idiot I.. uh like or love you whatever people say.." Chuuya said still staring at Dazai.
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"I love you too."
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Chuuya was shocked but happy. He quickly pulled Dazai down to his level and kissed him. After a second or so Dazai kissed back. A minute or so later they broke the kiss for air. "When are we leaving?" Chuuya said "I was planning on it tonight.." "how about tomorrow?" Dazai sighed "alright fine but Chuuya can we maybe uh cuddle?" Dazai said not really ever having shown affection before. Chuuya didn't say anything but dragged Dazai to the bed. He first got in the bed then pulled Dazai on top of him. "Here sleep." "But-" "no it looks like you haven't slept in days bandage boy. Sleep." Dazai soon gave in. After a couple hours Dazai was finally asleep. It was not 5:00am and Chuuya decided to go on his phone.