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Loss- 💔🤗

Backstory-

So this is a Dazai angst again I know sorry but I got inspired by a gacha YouTube video I saw I forgot the creator name and creator I'm so sorry but this is if Kunikida died trying to save someone.
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TW:
Cutting
Self-harm
Dead Kunikida :(
Maybe others I'm not sure
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3rd person pov:
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Dazai was walking to work. He was now at the front door after a couple moments of walking. He walked through the front door ready to annoy the glasses man. But once he entered the office everyone looked.. stressed? No, more like upset or sad. Some look like they've been crying. "Hey.. um guys what happened?" The brunette asked in a sort of whisper. "Kunikida is the hospital and Yosano isn't here." The furry responded to the ex-port mafia executive.
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Time skip Dazai is now in Kunikida's room. Dazai's pov:
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I was sitting next to Kunikida's bed. Why isn't Yosano here? What happened? He looks really injured. Bandages on his arms, legs, and face. He also has an oxygen mask. I sit next to Kunikida for around 30-46 minutes. All of a sudden I hear something. 'No. No, no, no, no! This can't be happening!!' I rushed outside to get a nurse and I was pushed out of the room.
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Time skip
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"I'm sorry for your loss." That's all I remember as I woke up in my bed. 'That must have been a nightmare..' I thought as I got up. I checked my phone and saw many messages saying sorry for my loss. No. He can't actually be.. dead. He can't. This is a nightmare. I say starting to laugh pinching and hitting myself to wake up. Nothing worked. This is really. Kunikida is dead. I feel something like.. liquid in my eye. Is this crying? Am I crying? I've never cried before I was also told not to. Before I could stop, water was rolling down my cheek.
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A couple hours later Dazai fell asleep crying. 3rd person pov:
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The brunette was now laying on the couch asleep, eyes red and puffy from crying. Unaware that a certain redhead is standing outside of his door. "Shitty Dazai open the door." No response. "Mackeral!" Still nothing. So he looked around for the spare key and got in that way. The ex-port mafia executive's house looked decent and clean for the most part. It was extremely dark with empty whiskey bottles everywhere. Chuuya found Dazai Sleeping on the couch. So he went closer to get a good look. Dazai's hair was a mess and he looks like he's been crying. The short redhead sat down on the couch beside Dazai waiting for him to wake up.
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Time skip
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After a couple hours Chuuya was on his phone and Dazai had just started waking up "hm.. Chuu? What are you doing here?" The taller brunette mumbled his voice a bit scratchy from crying. "I just came to check up on you. DON'T get the wrong idea or anything." After the shorter male said that Dazai started laughing a bit. It hurt his throat but he was laughing. The brunette then stood up. "Where are you going?" "To the bathroom." As the taller male started to walk off.
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Dazai's pov:
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I was walking to the bathroom and once I got here I quickly locked the door. ' It's your fault. You weren't there. If you were there he'd still be alive. You should also die. Useless. Annoying. Ugly. ' and other things were going through my mind over and over again. Sorry I started crying again and pulled out a razor and took my bandages off. (⚠️WARNING C*TTING⚠️) one after another. ' Not enough you deserve this. ' ' one more time ' soon I saw red blood dripping. It was forming a pool of blood underneath me. ' keeping going good for nothing! ' so I did. I slid onto my bathroom floor. Everything went black.
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Chuuya's pov:
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'That idiot has been gone for almost 20 minutes I probably should go check on him.' I thought as I stood up from the couch walking to the bathroom door. I was now standing in front of the bathroom door. "Hey idiot you good?" I said in my normal talking voice but got no response. "Oi shitty Dazai!" I said a little louder still no response. I started to get a little worried. "IF YOU DON'T ANSWER I'M BREAKING DOWN THE DOOR!" I then yell my patience growing thin as I got no response once again. So I broke down the door. I saw Dazai laying on the ground unconscious. Blood everywhere in the sink, ground, and his clothes. I saw Dazai holding a..looked to be a razor. I ran towards him and checked his pulse. 'He's alive.' I looked down to see 20 or more cuts on each wrist. Some deep some not so much. Some large some small. I felt myself tear up but quickly wiped the tears off my face. I had no time to cry I needed to help Dazai that's my first priority.
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Time skip after Chuuya was done cleaning up Dazai and the bathroom
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Dazai now had fresh bandages on his arms. Now all I could do is wait for him to wake up. I checked his breathing, heart rate, and pulse every 30 minutes or so to make sure he's alright.
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Yes another time skip to around 3 hours later
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I've been sitting with Dazai for around three hours. Why hasn't he woken up yet? I sigh and started reading a book while waiting for him. A couple moments later I hear a noise. I looked at Dazai and his finger tips moved. I put the book down and look at Dazai. After a couple of minutes I see his I flutter open. I made sure it's still dark in the room so the light doesn't hurt his eyes as he wakes up. "Chibi what happened?" "You passed out after..cutting. You idiot never do that again you scared me!" All I hear in return is a small laugh. "It's not funny dumbass." I quickly mumble as I lay next to Dazai. "Chibi I have to go to work." "No. Nope. Absolutely not! Not after this you can go in a couple days!" I respond, hugging him closer. "He's not actually dead right?.." I hear Dazai ask. "Who?" "Kunikida." "Osamu I'm sorry.." after I whispered those three words to him I heard small cries coming from Dazai. "It's going to be okay angle.." I whisper to him. After a couple minutes both of us fell asleep Dazai first then me.
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HELLO! sorry this took me so long!! Also please don't do what Dazai did in this! If you feel like it please talk to someone never harm yourself! Anyways I hope you enjoyed this! :) Bye guys! Word count: 1,147