Hate Taste (Book 2)

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MESSAGES

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Jerick:

archiella
alam ko kung bakit mo ako pinauwi agad
hindi muna kita pipiliting mag open up
pero alam ko ang papa mo nanaman may kasalanan
archiella
baby

Archiella:

jerick
I feel so useless
who am I if I can't satisfy my own father
there's only one rule, jerick. "never disappoint him." it was the only motivation I've had ever since highschool
"it's just grades." no, it's my everything. it's the fucking number that will define who I am.
I'm Archiella Guandez, who am I if I fail?

Jerick:

archiella
nakita kita kung paano mo pilitin sarili mo kahit nahihirapan ka talaga
hindi ka robot o kahit ano pa man, okay?
estudyante ka lang din
hindi ka perfect
hindi mo naman kailangan maging perfect kasi nakikita ko sa lahat ng ginagawa mo yung effort eh
ayos lang bumagsak
o bumaba ang grades
ginawa mo naman lahat diba?

Archiella:

yes but

Jerick:

wala ng kasunod pa
basta alam mo sarili mo, at alam ng mga tao sa paligid mo kung gaano mo ka deserve yung achievement mo, deserve mo talaga.

Archiella:

I just...

I hope he realize how incredibly hard I've worked to make this happen. Never before have I considered how difficult it is to move forward in life especially to new environment like college.
The cries, along with further cries, continued.
I've never been naturally intelligent, but I'm doing my best, and that best has led to this.
Even previously, it was challenging to please him.

Jerick:

archiella
tandaan mo palagi
kahit gaano ka pa maghirap, hindi talaga makikita 'yan ng mga tao na hindi nage-effort na makita kung gaano mo pinaghirapan ang isang bagay
tiyaka di mo deserve umiyak ano
celebrate nga natin eh
ano bukas?

Archiella:

idk

Jerick:

sige
'wag ka na umiyak, hmm?
video call nga
panoorin kita hanggang sa makatulog ka
baka umiiyak ka nanaman eh

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