Strangers To Lovers||Jaywon FF

chapter 5~

"Jungwon listen to me you are cared by me,sunoo,Niki, sunghoon,Jake, heeseung you have us!" Jay started to tear up too
"Please don't leave me especially me! I LOVE YOU JUNGWON YOU HEAR ME!?"
Jay said making jungwon flinch.

"I just don't get it why do you even want to fall in love with me I'm just useless" jungwon said tearing up as he sat down in the couch.

"Won you are not a useless person ok I don't care what people say about me dating you just if you want to commit then I'll do it too if you die I'll die too.." jay said getting closer to jungwon.

"Jay...no you can't is just I'm scared..ok" Jungwon said shaking" of what my love?" Jay said "i haven't told you this but I've been feeling extremely weak these past few days.." jungwon said looking at jay.

"Jungwon...why didn't you tell me?" Jay said sitting down next to jungwon"I didn't want you to be worried about me.."jungwon said getting out a pack of cigarettes " I've been smoking again too" jungwon said looking down.

"Jungwon...." Jay said as he took away the pack of cigarettes from jungwon "I'm sorry jay I just can't do this anymore" Jungwon said as crying.

"Jungwon....come here just know I love you so much I will never ever leave you ok?" Jay said as he hugged jungwon tight.

1 hour later

Jungwon was peacefully sleeping on Jays chest "jay jay" jungwon said in a sleepy voice "yes wonie?" Jay said looking at his sleeping boyfriend "I love you so much" jungwon said as he woke up and gave jay a kiss "I love you too baby" jay said as he gave Jungwon a kiss back.

"Your lips taste so good I love them" jungwon said as he soft smile"really?" Jay said as he got closer to jungwon doing a smirk "yeah they taste amazing" jungwon said blushing.

"Why not mhm" jay said as he unbuttoned jungwon's shirt just a little "taste me more"jay said giving jungwon a kiss on his neck.

"You like that my love"jay said smirking and giving a peck of jungwon's cheek "yes I like it so much" jungwon gave jay a kiss on his lips.

"Mhm" with that jay started to kiss jungwon roughly making jungwon moan "jayyy" jungwon said as he moan jay when down to jungwon's neck and sucking on it making a hickey on jungwon's neck.

"Mhm jay" jungwon said as he moan softly
Jay was about to continue but there was a interruption coming from jay and jungwon's phone they both stopped what they were doing and look at their phones.

"There was a report that someone killed themselves jumping of from the school rooftop this evening at En-Academy today there was no school since is a Saturday evening so this young boy killed himself while no one was there this person is a 18 year old boy Name Haruto watanabe keep his family in your prayers" the news that came out left jay and jungwon speechless.

"....." Jungwon stayed quiet and started to tear up jay notice his boyfriend"Jungwon you ok?" Jay when up to jungwon and hugged him"I talked with Haruto sometimes we both wanted to kill ourselves and we both said that we were going to do it together he was nice super sweet he had a nice smile.." Jungwon looked at jay.

"I'm so sorry love he's in a better place now.." jay said worried and hugged his boyfriend.

I'm so sorry for the late upload I've been going through a lot lately but I'll try to post as soon as possible again I'm also going to work on a book full of Enhypen ships like (jaywon,Sunki, Jakehoon,yunki etc..) I'm also going to be working on a heejake FF as well this will be first then the book again sorry again my loves also sorry for the short chapter ☹️

Also I need help coming out with a name to name all my followers and readers! So if you guys have any suggestions feel free to tell me☺️ again sorry for the late upload

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