Dear ji,
Its Minho, your...lover.
I'm writing this to you as a final goodbye. I know you and lix have gotten together, I've known for a while but i didn't want to ruin your fun. As you know, ive always been a fool for you. Your eyes, oh god your eyes, i dont even know how many times I've gotten lost in them. You're beautiful, inside and outside.
Do you remember the first time we met? It was a cold, rainy Thursday and we were both running late. I bumped into you and fell but when i looked up, i knew you were the one, or so i thought. We started talking and, slowly but surely we created our own little group. It was so much fun..
I remember you, confessing to me, on prom night. I was so surprised when you said you liked me..i guess i should've expected it to not last too long.
Or when I saw you and Felix, holding hands while walking together. I was in the back, and i had decided not to worry about it, after all he was, and is your best friend. At least that's what you always told me.
I should have known i lost you when you'd always turn me down for him.
What did he have that i lacked?
I wish you would've at least had the courage to tell me you don't love me anymore, and stop lying to me. It hurt.
I don't want it to end. I want to hold you one last time..to kiss you, to spend the night while talking with you about random shit. I don't want it to end..
Was i this bad? Was i that stupid? Why couldn't you at least say it to my face? Why?Why did i have to see you in the bathroom, making out with him? Just like you did with me..
I know it's over. I wish you would have told me what was wrong with me, maybe i couldve tried and fix it.
I wish i hadn't bumped into you on that rainy day. I wish i hadn't met you. I wish i didn't fall in love with you.
I wish you could be mine again..
Dear jisung, i loved you, and i always will. Even if it will be one-sided. I hope you will continue to have a happy life, living it and not caring about what others think. I hope you and Felix will be happy together.
Yours truly, Lee Minho.
Minho put the letter down, on the table. He had done everything. It was all set. One last think remaining.
He walked outside, locking the door. It was a beautifull evening, the warm air and the sun setting..
He walked, and walked, and walked until he got to the beach and..there they were.
Jisung smiled as he kissed Felix, happily giggling. He loved him, he truly did.
Minho smiled, tears brimming at his eyes. He knew Jisung was happy with him.
He walked into the water, slowly going further and further. Even tho outside was warm, the water was cold.
He walked until the water was right under his head. He took one more step, before dissapearing into the cold, ocean water.
He closed his eyes. And he waited.
And he waited..until his breath hitched.
He waited until his lungs gave up.
And he waited until he was finally dead.
"I love you! So, so much!" Said Minho while hugging Jisung close to his chest.
"I love you too, dummy!" Jisung said, looking up at him.
...
"I love you Jisung. Will you marry me?" Asked Minho, crouching down on one knee.
"Oh my god! Yes! Yes! Oh my god, Minho!" Said a now crying Jisung.
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"I love you! So, so much!" Said Felix while hugging Jisung close to his chest.
"I love you too." Jisung said, looking up at him. "I'll never leave your side."
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