Life After Cancer

14 Feb 2018

5 Yrs already. Thanks God for all the blessings.

I don't know what to say, but thank you for the prayers. I've meet a lot of prayer warriors here in watty. Thanks to all of you. Please continue to pray for my complete healing.

It's the 5th year since I had my first surgery and was told that I had cancer. 5 yrs since I broke down on the lobby of the hospital and don't know whom to call first as I don't want to make my parents worry on me. 5 Yrs since I stopped dreaming of having a person to be with for the rest of my life, 5yrs since I stopped dreaming of having my own child but just pray and dream of living to continue to provide my parents. 5 Yrs since I stopped dreaming on achieving anything on my career but rather just be able to work to sustain and continue living, to dream of just to continue breathing. 5 Yrs since I start fighting for my life. So much to be thankful of .

It wasn't easy. The fight for my health physically and mentally is a hurdle. Going to the hospital mostly by myself is not something I was ready. But God wants me to be strong and fight.

Hindi madali, hanggang ngayon hirap pa rin ako na ikwento sa ibang kaibigan ko ang naging karanasan ko. There is still something in me that I just want to hide it. But a part of me wants to share it to be able to inspire but I don't know how and where to start.

Work been hard lately. But i still continue to fight. Pray that one day I will find a side hustle to help me with my finances. 3 Yrs from 2018-2020 that my life revolves from home to hospital with little to no resources, been in debt for my hospital bills and personal needs, but I don't want to stress myself. I will continue to pray, one day I will also be financially stable, It is a process .

I hope that I will be able to start sharing my journey here in watty. Hoping to inspire others.

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