Only you(BWWM)

Chapter 13

Why he couldn't understand the word no.   Such a simple word witch he can't understand I've been crying all night  I feel week lightheaded I feel like I'm going to pass out.
Any minute

Once again I'm numb it's like i feel uneasy even when he's not here  
Once again oversize outfits and foundation on the bruises

my friends been noticing Lately that something wrong Tristian been watching me more   Today I'm very lightheaded.   Like I said. Feels like I'm going to faint

I have to go to school Peter not going today he's sick thank god I can't see his face again.  Also Monica stopped try to fuck with me probably because she knows I'll whoop her ass again

Either way those morherfuckers deserve each other  

I drink some  water and went to the library  Gavin watched me   They may be worried about me but what about Gavin he hasn't been his-self

Maybe I'm just noticing it I notice everything about him     I walked over there and sat down.  At the lunch table

' you guys for the senior school trip to  New York?' Hudson said.  ' yeah I finally take a tour of nyu' I said while writing some poems.  ' I bet it's amazing and they skatepark'. Gavin. looks at me.like he got an ideal  ' don't you think about we probably can't even go there

' what place?' Solana asked 
' Les Coleman Skatepark,one of the best skateparks in the the United States'   I nod my head  that's one of  things on bucket list ' we live in  California we're basically skatepark capital'.   Tristan said.

' well when you skated at pretty much all of them it's boring' Gavin said. I nod my head in agreement
'.  What about the fashion  and the theater'. Solana wants to be a fashion designer when she graduates 

And New York is perfect for fashion
And that's why me and her going to be live in New York   ' all that is great but nothing can't be food'. Tristian said Hudson agrees  with him

' all you  two think about is food'   Solan said and Everybody laughs
'. Whatever but you know it's true'.
Everybody  Continues talking  and I feel lightheaded again.   He did hit me really hard in the head

I look at my hand. It got scratches from it. It looks kind of red.  ' what happened?' Gavin asked.  'Hm?'   I try to act like I don't know what he's talking about

He looks at my hand. ' oh last night I hurt myself on accident not a big deal ' I said. He looks at it and seemed concerned
' are you sure it looks like it's very bad'.  Gavin still locks concerned ' if it was very bad you'll be the first one to know'.  I said

' also Kira since when do start wearing foundation and oversized clothes you haven't used it  since 2 years ago'   Tristan said.    Solana agrees. Hudson thought about something and when he realized it he's eyes lit up '. Listen I'm fine okay I'm promise nothing bad'. I said and I eat my pickles

They looked at me weird like I'd done a crime
' what  what I do?' I asked.
They nod their head as in nothing and continue the rest of lunch was quiet stir some reason.    Do they know?   Are they plotting something even Gavin was quiet that's a shook for sure

Hudson looked at Solana. And Tristan.    After lunch I had to go French class   So I left the group
The  four left and Hudson had to tell them something so they went a room.  And he closed the door Gavin is confused and so is the others

'. Babe what's wrong' Solana said
' so you remember when you told me about Kyle?' Hudson said the two nod their head.  Gavin confused
'  and you two pointed out how Kira is wearing makeup and oversize clothing that covers most of her skin'.    The two nod their head again Gavin is still confused doesn't know what is going on

It took them a minute to realize it all clicked.   

Meanwhile in class I feel lightheaded again. And while I'm sitting down paying attention to the lesson.   I felt like I was going to faint   I raised my hand.   ' yes Kira' the teacher said.   ' can I go to the restroom'.    I asked. In a softy voice everything seemed blurry I felt dizzy

The teacher said I got up and  as soon as I got up the room went black

'. Peter is hitting Kira' Tristian said
And he looks at Solana they both started to worry.  'That's why she been acting tried and looks like she's been crying I'm going to kill that son a bitch' she says   

Gavin just stood there in shock
And he ready to fight because why would somebody do that to someone that's not right    The four sees people running to the French room and see what's going on

They enter in. And see me passed out on the floor. Gavin ran in-front of everyone '  Kira!  Kira!'  He tried to wake me up.    '. Someone get her some water and call the nurse '. 
Gavin shouted

Hours later  I wake up in  my  Room at home and it's dark  and hear  My parents  talking out the room I wipe my eyes.  I see some water beside me I drink some.   

I get up kind of hard to walk 
Someone open the door.  And it's Gavin.    And the door closed

The room was silent for a second