Dark Desires

The Night After

As she sleeps in my arms all I can think about is what Amelia said. She loves me. I don't know how to feel about that. How can she love someone like me? Is she on to me? Is she trying to set me up? Does she know what I did? No it can't be. Maybe I have changed and she really does love me. Maybe I am capable of love.

 I smile with that last thought and I head to bed. As I lay asleep I get trapped in my mind. I'm reliving the same nightmare as before. Amelia kills me. I wake up in a panic. I see Amelia is no longer in the bed. I rush downstairs where I find her wearing one of my shirts and her cooking breakfast. I calm down. 

I head to give her a kiss on the forehead and ask her how she slept. She smiles and tells me she slept great and that since we had such a good night last night she decided to make us some breakfast. I ask her where she got the groceries from because all my cabinets and stuff were empty. 

She tells me she got up early and saw I didn't have any groceries and ordered it in. She then asks me why I don't have any food. I tell her since I'm never in one place for long I don't really go grocery shopping. 

I just eat out alot. She tells me that's all going to change now that she's in my life now. I smirk. I see she has made some pancakes, eggs, and bacon. Before I go sit down I go pour me a drink or scotch. She pours herself some coffee.

 She looks at me confused as to why I'm drinking so early. I chuckle and tell her a little scotch goes good with a big breakfast. Little does she know I'm going to need this scotch to get down this breakfast. I sometimes miss being human. I miss the taste of food and being able to eat it. Amelia laughs and calls me an alcoholic. 

I laugh. We finish our breakfast and I head to take a shower. Amelia follows. She gets in with me. She asks do I mind? I tell her not at all. As I begin washing up she begins to rub on my body. Rubbing her hand up and down my back. I turn to face her and we begin to make out. We create such heat with our energy that makes the showers steam up.

 She really knows how to use her hands. We finish off in the shower and get out. I get dressed and hand Amelia some of my clothes to wear since I ripped her dress. I gave her some sweatpants and a sweatshirt. She tells me she needs to get home to check on her cat and start looking for a job. I tell her okay and offer to drive her home. We get in the car and I head to her house.

 I ask her how she's feeling and she tells me she's feeling okay. She just can't wait to see her cat. I ask her about the type of jobs she's going to look for and she tells me she's going to try and get another nursing job since that's her passion. I asked her at what hospital since this is a small town there's only one. 

She looks at me with a saddened look and tells me she doesn't know. She says Tombsboro is her home and she doesn't want to leave but Nursing is her dream. I tell her that I'll support her in everything she chooses to do. 

She smiles as we pull up to her house. She kisses me on the cheek and tells me she'll text me later. I tell her okay. She gets out of the car and goes inside her home. I drive away. Something seems kind of off with her but I can't tell what it is. I don't want to press her on the issue but I don't like seeing her upset. 

Maybe she might let me know what's going on with her later on. I decide to head down to Antoinette's shop to see if she's come up with any progress. I hope she isn't still mad at me for what happened. I arrived at her shop.

 I head out the car and go up to the door. As soon as I touch the door handle my hand sizzles. It was like the door handle was hot as lava. I bang on the window and still got no answer. I look inside the window and see her standing behind the counter.

 She looks at me and rolls her eyes. I tell her to let me in so I can explain but she just turns her back on me. I speed around to the back of the store and see there's some doors on the ground with a bolt on it. It might lead to the basement. I break off the bolt and head down there. I am instantly knocked out.