A̸S̸H̸I̸T̸E̸,̸ A̸S̸H̸I̸T̸E̸,̸ A̸S̸H̸I̸T̸E̸ (discontinued?)

update on me </3 (not a chapter)

heyyyy, I almost forgot about this book but don't worry bc I'll try and be a bit more active 😭 anyways, I've broken up w/ my girlfriend and boyfriend and a few days later I met my friend from a few months back right? We got to know each other blah blah.. yk? He liked me and I liked him so we started dating.. but little did I know that bitch literally had the fucking audacity to cheat on me and call it a day 😭 like that dumb bitch literally told his "other girlfriend" to be his valentines and all so I got heated bc I don't let that fucking shit slide. So I went off on him and he told me he was "poly" (which means he can cheat on me all he wants *wink wink* P.S. I'm not being jealous rn.) and I was like "okay, but js tell me before you date other girls or else you'd fuck up the chances w/ me." And he did right? I checked his chats w/ his new "girlfriend" and he lets her call him "baby", "bae", "babe", and "bb" .. like that dumb hoe doesn't let me call him anything else other than his name.. so he stopped talking and stopped asking if I was available bc he always does that, and I remember that his new "girlfriend" is probably consuming his time and is making him much more happier than I am due to how much I bottle up my feelings and all of that shit. So here I am overthinking right now trying so fucking hard not to bawl and cry my eyes out bc I don't waste tears on men who can't love me 🤧🙄, anyways I tried to call him and he fucking declined ☠️ 3-5 weeks ago, one of his girlfriends reached out to me, right? She said that she was lowekey suspicious on what he was doing right? (Let's call my "bf" "Jordan" and the girl that reached out to me "Rose" for now) so she said that we should do a plan and confront him on Friday or Saturday, I believe it was Saturday and we confronted him, you might think it's normal right? But when it comes to me, I go fucking off. I was literally sending him "if you fuck w/ my feelings, you get sent back to your daddy's nutsack." messages, and she was doing the same thing as I was ☠️ anywho, me and Jordan are slowly growing our relationship I guess? 😭 I got back w/ him bc his annoying ass won't leave me alone and I can't get over him (ugh, I need to remove him from my memories fr.☠️) so I'll keep y'all updated if I can 😍😘 Author-San signing off.

-Author-San