REVENGE {Step siblings} BTS FF

chapter 26

Mr Kim will take Mrs Kim (mom) with too or maybe they'll send BTS only if they're too tired

I chose a outfit and wore some comfy clothes

I wore this>

I went to the music room and thought of singing
Just as I sat with a microphone in my hand I thought of a song

I always sang euphoria for 'him' so I sang it ...it helped refresh my happy memories 

(This cover is so good and her voice is also so beautiful!)

As I sang the song I remembered how I confessed my feeling to him ...well he confessed first but I told him I liked him back...we were best friends for 11 years how could I not fall for him

[ the 'him' and 'he' is In Youp ]

His laugh...
His beautiful smile..
The way he talks..
The way he walks..
The way he annoys me..
I loved everything...about him
I regret losing him so much if only I went instead of him he would have...

...Died

I tear slipped down my eyes at the thoughts ...and suddenly..

I wanted to cry and I wanted to see him...I wanted to tell him how I felt ....I was sad and incomplete without him ..life  became dull and gloomy without him ...I spend my whole life with him , the most painful and beautiful moments of my life were with him..he protected me from the cruel world even though he couldn't save me from my heartless father he still protected  me from anyone

But in the end he died in my place so I wouldn't be hurt but little does he know it hurts the most because he isn't with me

Everyday I regret letting you go that day I should've gone to get my things myself if I did that monster wouldn't have killed you..

I stopped singing or else I would end up hurting myself because of the thoughts...I got out the room and sensed someone but ignored it because I didn't see anyone

I went downstairs to drink water because I wasn't calm at all and I didn't even take my medication,  I also have to meet ...
Mr. Lee maybe tomorrow

I went downstairs to see the maknae line watching TV and playing games while jin was in the kitchen,  I went round the kitchen and was about ro pour some water when jin came from behind and scared the shit out of me , even though I got scared I kept my cold ,  emotionless face

Jin : do you need something

Yn : no

Jin : are you hungry?

Yn : no

Jin : should I make you something to eat?

Yn : N.O
*I said slightly raising my voice because I hated being questioned