REVENGE {Step siblings} BTS FF

chapter 35

I wore a comfy outfit and then left the room to see junkook standing outside

I went to the library to get a book and then I came back to the room junkook followed me inside and sat on the chair while I put the book on my study table and started fixing my bed

After I was done I took the book and my laptop , I put it on my bed and sat

I looked at junkook and he was looking at the photos I had on my shelf and table

I noticed him looking at a specific photo frame

Junkook :" Who's this? "

Yn : " me and my best friends "

Junkook : "Why don't you have any pictures with your dad..?"

Yn : " I'm gonna study if you wanna join me...you can "
*I said clearly not wanting to answer his question

Well I didn't wanna tell him that I hate my so called 'dad'
I don't even call him dad I call him Jackson
He never gave me fatherly love....I made myself so perfect so he could love me but that didn't happen

I tried so much but what did I get...just pain
I wasted my time trying to be perfect , trying to get his love

I got perfect grades , I always got compliments from others but I didnt get it from the person i did all that for...I sometimes wonder why did he even want a child..
*I scoffed lightly

I was in my thoughts when junkook spoke making me come out my thoughts

Junkook : stop day dreaming

Yn : I'm not

Junkook : yeah I see

Yn : I'm gonna study

Junkook : nerd

I ignored him and started studying , my backpack was already in the room

I took a notebook out and started making notes ...
During exams they're really useful , while I was making notes junkook took my drawing book which was in my backpack

He flipped a few pages and then I took the book from him because I had the sketches of those boys that always come in flashbacks

Junkook : "woah! you're really good at drawing..!"

Yn : " hm"

Junkook : "let me see the rest!"

Yn : "no!"

Junkook : "Why not!?"
he said whining

Yn : "because its mine"

Junkook : "You're so mean!"

I started studying again completely ignoring he was sitting with me..

[ Author ~ it's raining right now and I'm listening to music while writing , it's such an amazing feeling ] 🦋✨️

After 2 hrs~

I was done studying ...I was hungry because I didn't eat breakfast I just sneaked some food last night ..so I was quite hungry

Junkook already left an hour ago because he was bored and I wasn't talking to him , I had to focus on studying

studying is a habit I can't help it , it's part of my daily routine...I'm very used too studying because when I was small I had study to become perfect for a specific someone

Well the studying habit is very useful for me
I always get good grades , because I studied so much I now own my own company..

I went downstairs and looked for something to make
I found a packet of ramen...