• GIYUSHINO • • • ONESHOTS •

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Shinobu's pov.

It's raining again.

I hate rains.

It's just bringing back bad memories.

Rain, rain.

I don't even know why I like it in the first place.

Was it because I had someone to comfort me?

Was it because I had someone?

Was it because..

Of him..?

[3 years ago]

It's raining again.

I left my umbrella at home. I'll just wait her 'til the rain stops.

I was sitting in the bench, outside the company. It has roof, so it's fine.

While I was sitting, someone's car approached me. The window was slowly opening. I was shocked when I see who was the person inside.

"Tomioka-san?"

"Hi.. do you need help?" He asked.

"I can give you a ride" he added.

"It's fine, I'm fine. I'll just wait for the rain to stop." I replied.

"I don't think the rain will stop, Kocho"

"Fine" I gave up.

I rushed to his car and close the door.

We talk for a while.

"Do you like someone?" He asked.

A question suddenly popped out of nowhere.

I felt my cheeks heats up.

"Am I blushing..?" I thought to myself.

"W- well, I guess no? Why? Do you like someone?" Did I just stutter?

He just looked away and changed the topic.

We talked more until I got into my house.

"Thanks for driving me, Tomioka-san!" I thanked him.

I was about to leave but then, he stopped me.

"Here" he handed an umbrella.

I thanked him again before opening the umbrella and going inside my house.

After I got inside, I quickly close the door. I ran to my room and bury my face into my pillow.

"Do I like him..?"

*

Ever since after that incident, we became close to each other. We talked and hangout often.

[A few weeks ago]

"Tomioka-san!" I shouted as I ran towards him.

"What it is now, Kocho?"

"Well, do you want to hangout later?" I asked.

"Sure" he answered.

"Yay!" I cheered.

The hangout goes well. Except, there was a girl who tried to flirt with him.

"Why am I feeling this way?" The only thing that I thought for the rest of the hangout. When the girl flirts with him, I suddenly felt anger and sadness inside me. So, why?

*

This is the day. I finally know what my feelings meant. It meant that I love him. So, this is the day where I'm gonna confess.

I approach him when we're alone.

"Tomioka-san, there you are! Can we talk?"

"Sure. So, what do you want to talk about?"

"W- well..." I just can't say it.

"Why can't I just say it?!" I thought.

"I LOVE YOU! WILL YOU BE MY BOYFRIEND?!" I shouted and run, leaving him shocked and speechless.

[Next Day]

I was trying my best to ignore him. We didn't talk for the rest of the day, due to me ignoring him.

It was finally the end of our shift. I did it, I manage to ignore him.

I was about to leave. But, someone hold my hand.

I turned around and shocked.

"Kocho.." he called.

"T- tomioka-san..?"

"Why.. why are you ignoring me?" He asked.

"I- I'm not ignoring you!"

He walks towards me and hug me.

"Please don't do that again.."

"I won't, promise" I said as I let out a smile.

"I love you.."

"I love you too"

*

[Present Time]

HOW could I leave him?

WHY did I leave him?

I have so many questions that I can't answer.

Is it because I want to?

Is it because I have to?

Why?

Why..?

I covered myself in blanket, sitting in my bed, thinking of our memories together while wearing one of his shirt, hoping that his scent will still stay.

[Flashback]

"Oh, it's raining" I said, letting out a sigh

"You don't like rains?" He asked.

"It's just.. it's loud, and cold. Plus, we can't go on a date!" I pouted.

"Well, I love rains" he said.

"And why not? We can have a date here at home" he added.

"It's just.. it's different when we date outside.."

"What do you mean different?" He said as he hug me.

"Well, we can go to different places, eat to different restaurant and else" I demand.

"We can just watch a movie while here in bed"

"Fine.." I gave up.

We watched a movie while hugging each other for the rest of the movie. After the movie we fall asleep, cuddling each other. It was like a dream but no, it's true.

[End of Flashback]

I miss his hugs.

I miss his kisses.

I miss his smile.

I miss his cooking.

I miss his warmth.

I miss his scent.

I miss everything about him.

His scent that's on the shirts is slowly fading away day by day. I just want to cuddle with him again.

If only I could..

[END]