Fuck You!

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I woke up the next morning curled up in a ball on the soft black couch. I heard snoring next to me so I jolted awake to find Ashely and the rest of the band laid out every where in our small tour bus living room. 

The place was a mess, I had to clean it later anyways so that was upsetting. I checked my phone to see what time it was. 

"7:36....damnit" I mumbled. I saw a green square in the corner of the screen so I unlocked my phone. "50 messages..Yay..All from Justin and Kellin oh fucking great..." I felt a tear slide down my face. 

I wiped it away in disgust and locked my phone. 

"How could you......Fucker......." I got up slowly and stretched. There was a sharp pain in my ankle which caused me to cringe. "Fuck" I whispered. 

I slowly limped into the bunk room and grabbed a towel. I slowly made it too the bathroom. Grabbing my Ipod on the way. I opened the door and slipped right in. I put the Ipod on the dock and put it on shuffle. The first song that came on was 'If I'm James Dean Then Your Audrey Hepburn" the acoustic version. I went to skip it but why the hell not. 

I started up the shower and began to get undressed. I stepped into the shower and let my body become ingulfed in the hot water. Todays gonna be fun.....

After my shower I went back to the room and got dressed into my Asking Alexandria wife beater, black shorts and my black studded converse. I did my make-up and hair then added my jewlery. 

I looked at myself in the mirror and tried to give a small smile but it turned into a sad frown. 

"Forget him Hope.....Forget him" I mumbled to myself. I gave a small confirming self nod. I whipped around and carefully walked out to the living room. No one was awake. What a surprise.

I carefully manuvered through and grabbed my new acoustic CaraBelle. I walked to the small kitchen being careful with my guitar. I grabbed a Monster and my notebook and pen.  

I made my way to the door and slowly and quitly made it out side. We were at our next stop. It wasn't very far from our last so we left when Ashley and I got back.

I noticed an empty feild. It was nice so I walked over to it. Surprisingly there was a small creek so I sat down near it and set myself up. 

"Come on Hope.....Music helps you......" I placed my fingers on the familiar strings and began to strum a tune that had been playing over and over in my head.

~~~~~~~~Time Skip~~~~~~~

I had finished writing a song that I was willing and hoping to play today. Acoustic and alone of course. 

My phone begin to go off. Playing my now familiar ringtone of Lost It All by Black Veil Brides. I looked at the name on the screen. Kellin. I sighed but answered the phone. "Business voice Hope...Business voice..." I mumbled to myself as I slide the glowing green X. 

"Hello Kellin, is there something I can do for you?" I asked choking on my last words.

"Hope! We've been trying to call you for awhile now! Were are you??" Kellin yelled into the phone.

Wait hours? I looked around and it looked to be about the middle of the afternoon. I tilted my phone down so it would light up. 3:00! I have to preform soon!!!!

"Sorry, tell everyone that I'm fine. I was just working on new music...." I replied as I picked up my things and began to make my way back to the bus lot. 

"Well hurry up, your on in an hour and a half and both our bands our going out to dinner." He said.

"......Ok......Bye" I mumbled as the phone hung up....I'm not going. 

I made it back to the buses within 5 minutes. All that walking me and Ashley did really did help!!!

"HOPE!!" I got hug attacked by all my band members and Dylan.

"Dylan, I need you to do me a favor tonight......" I asked. He looked at me with a strange look. "Oh and Ashley I won't be joining you and the members of Sleeping Wtih Sirens for dinner tonight." I said as I walked right pass them onto the bus. 

I sat down on the couch as they came back inside. 

"Um. So what is it you need?" Dylan asked.

"Do you think you can stay here with me? I need you to learn a song for tonight." I asked.

"What about us Hope" Ashley asked motioning to the rest of them.

"This is going to be a solo song until I can work everything out. I want to see what the fans like." I said looking back at them.

"Ok that's fine....Well were gonna go!" Ashley said with a smile as there was a knock on the door. 

Dylan waved to them and so did I. Once they left Dylan sat down next to me and I handed him Evani. 

~~~~TIme Skip~~~~

"........And that's the song" I said as i turned and faced Dylan. I could see the sadness in his eyes.

"Hope that was beautiful but...........Are you ok?" He asked carefully putting Evani back and then putting CaraBelle back. 

"Nothing" I said as I stood up and walked to the kitchen. 

"Hope, I'm like your biggest fan. I know when somethings wrong" He replied with a chuckle which caused me to let out a small smile.

"Dylan....Do you think I messed up?" I paused and turned towards him. My head was tilted towards the ground.

He lifted up my chin with two fingers. "Hope you didn't do anything wrong. It was his fault not yours, don't stress yourself over it" He slowly leaned in and kissed my lips. 

He pulled back and smiled. I don't know what it was, pain, anger, or anything put I pulled him back in and continued the kiss.......

I heard people outside so I quickly backed away. "Uh.....Um..." I stuttered. 

"I know I know....Don't tell anyone" He said with a small smile then kissed my cheek and walked away. 

Damnit Hope!!! 

~~~~~Time Skip~~~~~

"Hey guys! I wrote a new song just a couple hours ago and I want to know what you guys think! To help me with this I'm going to have a good friend come out and play with me!" I yelled into the mic as I set it up into the stand and grabbed my guitar. 

"I'll be back soon don't worry!!!" Ashley said and smiled as she and the rest of the band walked off stage. Dylan walked on with Evani.

"So guys this is Dylan and he's the one that's gonna be helping me!" I said as I turned and smiled at him. He pulled up a stool along side of me. 

"This song goes out to someone for a certain reason.............And too all you fans who have felt like this!!!" 

I started to strum......

"It's called Broken Melody!" I said. I turned my head to see Ashley smiling.....Also Justin and Kellin standing there too. Perefect he's here.......

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I'm sorry that it took a long time don't kill me (>.<) *Hides inside a box*

So how do you guys feel about this!?!?!?!

The song lyrics will be in the next chapter and it is a personal song that I wrote so.... :D

Thanks for reading!!!!!


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