~BROKEN SOULS~ JJ MAYBANK X FEM

~love,hate relationships~

Lorena woke up to the pounding in her head.

She took in her surroundings to find she hadn't slept in her own bed and had woken up on an old hippie styled pull out bed.

She heard the sound of footsteps approaching the living room where she was currently in.

"Oh hey Lorena"the dark skinned boy said in confusion.Probably wondering why the girl he's only ever seen a few times on the cut led on the pullout bed.

"Hey,it's Pope right"The girl said with a questioning tone. "I'm really bad with names sorry".

"Ye it's pope,how come you stayed here at John B's?"He questioned.

"Oh this is who's house it is"she breathes out.

The sound of a door creaking open cut through their convosation as they both looked in the direction of the noise.

The red headed girl woddled down the hall way towards the two,rubbing her eyes before a figure leaves the same room trailing after her.

"Wait did you two...ohhhh"Lorena says over pronuncing the oh.

"Lorena shut up,it's too early for an interrogation rn"John B blurts our before she could spill out another word.

She raises her hands in the air in defeat before heading to the bathroom to freshen up.

As she opens the door she becomes face to face with a shirtless JJ who was currently brushing his teeth.

She stayed staring at him for a quick second before snapping out of her trance and looking back at his face.

"Like the view,I was just about to take a shower if you wanna join"JJ says while chuckling to himself.

"Oh please,you wish"She says with an agitated tone. "I just wanted to freshen up I'm hungover as fuck"

"Be my guest I ain't stopping you"The boy says while continuing to brush his teeth.

Lorena walks up to the sink before taking off her oversized tee and being left in just shorts and a bikini top.She turned on the tap and starts to splash her face.

JJ eyes her up and down,staring at her chest before spitting out the liquid in his mouth.As he walked out of the bathroom her grabbed her hips to move her out of the way for him to get passed. Butterflies pounded in her chest.Why did she feel this way about the boy she couldn't stand to be round.

Snapping herself out of her trance she swatted his hands away before carrying on as she were.

After Lorena was finished cleaning herself up she decided it was a good idea to head home,leaving Jodie at the chateau with the rest of the crew.
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Lorena entered her house to see empty cans and bottles scattered across the floor and tables,she saw empty little packets that either coke or other dodgy substances in them.

She started to clean up the table by grabbing a few cans and making her way to the kitchen to throw them away.

As she entered the kitchen she saw her mother with a blunt in her hand before she spoke up. "Where the fuck have you been Lorena!" her mother seethed through her teeth,her voice sounding like venom.

"I stayed at Jodie's last night,she needed me"the girl answering back with worry plastered on her face wondering what her mother was thinking.

"You didn't say a word,just just got up and left"she shouted. "You was probably pulling your underwear down for some random boys,your a little slut and you know it"her mother said while quite literally spitting in her face.

"Shut the fuck up"Lorena barked back in disgust at the words her mother said.

Without any hesitation her mother grabbed the girl by the hair bringing her closer to her. "You wanna say that again you worthless piece of shit!"

Before Lorena could try to say anything she was struck by a fist to her face,she was struck a few times before her mother walked away.

Lorena lifted her hand to her mouth before looking down at her fingers to see blood covering her finger tips.

A few hours after the incident Lorena found herself sitting by a dock watching the way the water rippled from the way the tide moved.

She would always find herself sitting at a dock thinking about life whenever she felt over whelmed.It brung her peace.

She brung her knees to her chest and placed her head on her knees while rocking her feet back and forth.she stayed like that for a while.In between taking hits of her vape she would trace her fingers on her leg to comfort herself.

You could say Lorena and her mother had some sort of a Love,hate relationship.

Not everything was violent,some days her mother wouldn't be off her head on drugs,I mean she was always on drugs but some times she wasn't that fucked off them and would actually communicate with Lorena and ask about how she was.It never lasted tho and just as Lorena though it would last forever it didn't and the violence would happen again.She was used to this and always pushed it away thinking it was nothing.It became normal to her and part of her daily routine.