Best friends

"Little" kiss

I was at school and I saw Niki in the hallway talking with Sooha I just turned around and went

to opposite way I couldn't look at him at the moment. Hopefully I can later

Hanni: Y/n hey

Y/n: Hi hanni

Hanni: you left the party early

Y/n: Oh the party...So many things happened in one day

Hanni: What? What happened

Y/n: Nothing

Jungwon: Y/n have you seen Jay?

Y/n: No I haven't

Jungwon: Oh ok

I suddenly heard some music play behind us I turned around and saw some people holding a sign

that said "Jungwonie will you make me the happiest man and be my valentines?-Jay"

I smiled at Jungwon and gently pushed him towards Jay and when they were standing face to face

Jungwon: Yes jay I will!

Then they kissed and I smiled and looked at Niki he was just looking at them... I couldn't believe it was

almost valentines I don't worry much about that since I don't have someone special or maybe I did

but was too shy to ask him.

[—]

It's been two weeks since I have been ignoring niki
he doesn't seem to care since he hasn't contacted me

or even try to talk with me. I heard that his dating Sooha...I haven't really ask anything about him

Liz: Y/n want to come to a party?

Hanni: But let's stay together this time

Y/n: Umm sure I'll be there

I had to get Niki out of my mind some way

Jungwon: Jay stop it!

Jay: I was just joking

Those two are so cute together!

Sunghoon: Y/n I haven't t seen you with Niki

Hanni: oh his right

Jake: Yeah what happened between you two?

Liz: Are you still friends?

Jay: Did y'all have a fight?

Jungwon: Jay stop asking

Y/n: I don't know if we still are..

[—]

After I told them that me and Niki weren't friends anymore the whole day they were trying to make

me and niki talk even though Niki did say hello I ignored him

Niki: Hello Y/n

Jay: She's busy with her work like she always is!

Hanni: Y/n at least say hi back

Y/n: I don't want to talk to him

Jungwon: Y/n say hi

Y/n: Why do I have to say hi we are not friends!

Niki: Well I have to go somewhere

I looked at him and he was smiling at his phone was he going with Sooha? Is niki still my friend?

Jake: Why?

Niki: Sooha

Is he actually dating her?

Sunghoon: Are you dating her?

Niki looked at me then nodded I tried to ignore him ignore what he did ignore what he said and what I

Specially tried to do was ignore my feelings... Maybe I shouldn't have. Would it be different if I

Had just told him I have feelings for him? Would we be dating instead of him with Sooha? I looked at

him one last time before standing up and going to the bathroom. Hanni followed me

When I got to the bathroom I turned on the sink and washed my face

Hanni: Are you ok?

Y/n: Yea

Hanni: Are you jealous of Sooha?

Y/n: N-...I can't even hide it at this point...

Hanni: That day of the party I went outside to see if you had already leave and I saw you kissing with Niki

I didn't remember any of that why did I drink so much I wished I could actually remember those

moments since he was my first kiss, my first love, my first heart break, my first everything...

Y/n: Those moments don't even matter right now his already dating Sooha and it would look bad if I keep on liking him

Hanni: Y/n you shouldn't give up that easily! I will help you

[—]

I was going to the library to return some books students didn't want anymore and after that I went

to look for a ELA book since I needed that book to study but when I went to the section I saw Sooha

and Niki kissing I felt my heart break more why was it painful it's just a kiss who knew a little stupid

kiss could make you feel this hurt I would've never think it would hurt

Hanni: Y/n?

Y/n: Oh hanni what? Do you need help finding something

Hanni: No I just thought you wanted some company after seeing that.

She pointed at Niki and Sooha. I grabbed her finger and put it down

Y/n: Don't do that

Hanni: Ok ok

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