A diary to the man I loved

Dear Diary

There we were,
dancing to the sound of our own heartbeats
in my living room..
Who is this man God?
why did you send him to me
And he smelled so good,
I could live here...
Underneath his skin
And His arms,
oh god why does his arms feel like home
His lips,
why did it take this long to find me
And His smile Lord,
was it suppose to melt me away?
His laugh.........
how I will ever forget the sound
of the love of my life
How did I get here.......
And for a second,
my soul caught on fire
Something said to stop dancing
I couldn't fall in love with this man
But here I am,
still burning in my silent hill.