The Melancholy Of Kaeya Alberich

The melancholy of Kaeya Alberich

1. Kaeya Alberich is a liar, A great liar, one might say. Well he'd been lying his whole entire life! But of course to upkeep the last bit of respect for himself he'd speak the partial truth.

Diluc ragnvindr is a torn man. Hatred for kaeya running deep in his veins. Although his father seemed to take an extreme liking to Alberich, It was all torn and dusted away the night of his fathers death.

Jean Gunnhildr, Kaeya's one and only best friend. And also the one kaeya has lied to the most, ranging from simple "im fines" to of course I'm not a khaen'rian jean! Although he kept that phrase to himself.

2. Kaeya Alberich is a scumbag. Scummiest of them all. Others would sugar coat themselves in favour to the cavalry captain for recommending them to the grand master. And in these times he would appreciate his brother and sister rosarias comments.

Diluc Ragnvindr is an asshole, For not serving Alberich more than 5 drinks. He wouldn't dare interpret this action of his brothers as affection that has been bitterly left ashore. No, Kaeya Alberich thinks it might have to do with his past alcohol poisonings. Even kaeya wouldn't want a drunken man like that in his tavern!

Jean Gunnhildr Cares. After all that Kaeya has done. She still cares. Kaeya can never figure out why! But every time he pushes her away for her own good she lures him back to her. He remembers when they used to play hide and seek taped to the room Adeline refused to let them in. The stench of blood coating the walls wasn't so pleasant but at least they weren't found until 3 hours later!

3. Kaeya alberich is the silhouette of a missing man. His identity switching every second. Archons taking away his source of happiness just for the fun. The blood that run through him coated with dirt from his bloodline. Disgust runs through out his body every waking second. He drowns and he drowns in this familiar peace, similar to the 364 times he's died before. Except this time he's died while he's alive.

Diluc Ragnvindr Despairs. Every second his eyes meet kaeyas measly face. His invisible smile turning upside down, But he took comfort in seeing his little b-  ex brothers face. He mourned the loss of innocent Kaeya Alberich In silence. Now all that he sees on his ex brothers face is the tainted blood of a spy from a godless nation.

Jean Gunnhildr Knows, Knows of the stained bloodline that runs through Alberich's Body. She feigns ignorance towards it all. And she accepts him. Hesitatingly, granted. But she hears Kaeya. She listens to him in ways that no other could. And for the first time in 365 lives of his. He feels heard, He feels— accepted. Her arms wrap around his waist guiding his neck in her shoulder as a big sister would a little brother. And kaeya weeps. Kaeya weeps until he cant feel himself.

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Error. Kaeya Alberich is happy. He feels accepted knowing Lisa, Jean, Rosaria, Traveller All accepted him for what atrocities run in his blood. Kaeya is strong, Kaeya is not a coward, Kaeya is Kaeya. And even though he has not forgiven himself, Even though he still lives with the guilt that weighs down on him. He has an identity. Kaeya Alberich, Captain of the Favonius Knights. He is indestructible.