They Will Love You When No One Else Will

Chapter One: Flash Back

Chapter 1: Flash Back

                I continued crying on his shoulder. I didn’t know if it was for joy or sadness, probably some of both. My boyfriend said he would never leave me and my parents got divorced. When ever my life came crashing down there were always bit and pieces of happiness. That’s what kept me from breaking down. I hang on to those few happy moments and try to make them last in my mind. I could picture them and try to block out all the struggles in my life.

                I eventually stopped crying and stared into his hazel green eyes that glistened in the light. They were so beautiful. I reached over and kissed him passionately. I felt the sparks. We were both willing to wait to have s#x. but that didn’t mean me couldn’t make out. I pulled off his shirt. Exposing his perfectly tanned chest and eight pack. I let my hand rub every part of his chest. Boy my boyfriend was hot, probably the hottest guy in the school. I was so lucky to have him to hold me.

Then memories of my parents popped into my head. All there fights, when my dad would abuse me and my mom little by little these memories scattered around in my mind. I couldn’t resist it, I let my wall down. I became the weak, innocent girl I was when I was younger. I exposed my true self, I let go of my false identity as the strong girl. Because truly I wasn’t strong, I was weak, vulnerable in the inside. The part no one saw about me except my boyfriend. I just tried to tuck it all away deep inside my soul when I was in public. I never thought about how much it would affect me. I just needed to let it all out once and for all. I created an ocean of tears. I couldn’t help myself. I was lying on my joshy’s lap and leaned against his chest while crying. He patted my back,

Saying, “Everything will be okay”.

                I told him “I don’t think so. My life is falling apart. I don’t think I can take all of this stress, I don’t want wrinkles. So…I was wondering if it’s okay if I stay over for a few weeks. I don’t think I am stable enough to go back home at this moment or at any time. I don’t want to face my parents ever again. The have broken my trust. They told me they loved me, that they loved each other and would do anything to protect me. But, that never seemed to happen.”

“You would look gorgeous no matter what. And sure you can stay as long as you want. My door is always opened for you. They probably still love you, how couldn’t they? It’s probably just hard for them to express their feelings because they are tangled up in this big complicated situation. Give it some time and they will open up. Just wait.”

                “Thank you so much joshy. You are always my savior” I replied to his insightful help.

                “I will go talk to my parents and see if they are okay with it. They most probably are since they trust us.” He said.

                Josh put his shirt back on, that shaped his body wonderfully and went down to talk to his parents. They said that it was fine and as long as my parents were okay with it. I was pretty sure they wouldn’t care. They were too busy fighting, and had forgotten about me. I borrowed some of joshys boxers and took off my uncomfortable shirt just leaving me in my bra. It was fine; he has seen me change millions of times. Did I mention we were best friends for 14 years? We both loved each other and were too afraid to show it. He was the school player, quarter back, the guy every girl wanted. And I…well…I was just the nerdy girl in the bleachers and his next door neighbor.

                We met the day he moved here. My parents invited him over and our relationship sparked. We would do everything together. He would always tell me he loved me. But I always took it as some joke not literally. My parents and his thought we would get married someday but I would always deny it. Even though I truly loved him and thought he would never love me back. Until this summer when we both admitted how much we loved each other. He told me we would one day get married and that I was the only girl for him.

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