Another Time

Feelings

$Katey$

"I just finished making out with a girl 20+ years younger then me....Although she is legal I just feel like I molested her....ugh...I don't understand these feelings....She said she dreamt of it before...why would this young chubby and adorable girl dream of me? I'm old enough to be her mother hell even her grandmother....what have I done to get her love like this?" I thought as I boarded my flight back to LA. "Then Jimin...the little Korean boy I rescued in Busan that night so many years ago...the muse for this show to be...he grew up very handsomely. He seemed a little different....is he also LGBTQ?  If so he and Jay would make a very cute couple. Jay....his story hit me so hard...I could never do that to my own child....never! I hope his parents are kicking themselves right now! How could they!?" I thought. James sat down next to me as I gazed out my window. "That Jay is something else huh?" He said. "Very much so. I'm glad to have met him, definitely star material" I said. "That he is to think such a Diamond is from my home state....his story....hit me hard...I know how that state is to people and children like him" He said as I turned to look at him. "Your from Georgia James?" I asked surprised.

"Yes I am. The son of a reverent father. Church was my life for a long time...till I met this little girl. She was lesbian and loved our father God however she was told he despised her even from my own father. A few weeks later she was found dead in a public bathroom....I approached my father with the news asking him why. "One less sinner good!" Is all he said. Her parents came to our church and asked if he'd preform a service for her and he refused and called them horrible parents for letting her choose to defy god. I....I punched him....yelled at him..called him a false priest and a fake son of God....I read the bible many times. I know that God loves all his children despite their life choices...gay,lesbian,bi,trans...all the community are his special children. They didn't choose to be anything..he made them as such. I held the service for the little girl in my own home. I cut contact with my father after that despite my mother's pleas and moved to California. I'm still a licensed Preacher but I speak the true word. I've even preached at a Lesbian couples wedding and wed them. Love is love just as God intended it. We preachers as his messengers must be true to him" James said and began to tear up. I hugged him as he broke down. "There there dear its ok. Your living the true life as a son of god that's amazing!" I said as I petted his back.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

#Jimin#

A few days passed after my close encounter with Jay and It still replays in my mind. His sexy and fit body on top of mine, his handsome Brown eyes and luscious lips tinted with lip gloss....those kissable lips. He made me feel things I haven't felt in a long time...I've had boyfriends before...but they were long distance since most guys around me were straight. I use to talk to this cute guy from Florida in the United states but I discovered he committed suicide a few days before I intended to visit him.....it hurt me pretty bad. I even tried to join him but then I remembered her words to me. "Its gonna be alright! Things will get better" and she was right. When I ran back into her...I had to thank her! I had to...she saved my life that day. Now I have a chance at love again but what if Jay isn't like me? What if Jenna lied to me..."no no she wouldn't do that right?" I thought. That day just fills my head so much. "What does he look like naked....WAIT! what am I thinking!" I thought and shook my head. "Ugh...why am I some horny ass school boy? What the fuck is up with me?" I thought. Just then my cell rang it showed up Hitman Bang. "Why is he calling me?" I said and answered. "Hello?" I said. "Jimin! How are you son?" Hitman Bang asked in his deep booming voice. "I'm ok how are you and the guys?" I asked to which my former group mates all cried my name happily. "Oh! Hi guys!" I said. "Jimin!!!! We all watched your debut music video with the boss here and Miyu!" I heard Jin say. "You did?" I asked. "We did!!! We are so proud of you!" I heard Miyu say in her cute voice.

"Thank you..." I said and began to tear up as Jay passed by. "Jimin? Are you ok?" He asked in his sexy voice. "Jay!" I said and abruptly hung up my phone blushing. "Um yeah I'm good! Just a call from my dad" I said. "Oh? He supports you? Your lucky! I wish mine did!" He said. "Supports me?" I asked confused. "In being gay. Your so lucky!!!" He said. "Wait you knew?" I asked. "Yeah Meiko told me about it after I told her my story" Jay said. "You to?" I asked. "Yeah...although I'm not lucky enough to have family support" He said. "What about Jenna?" I asked. "She's my best friend like a sister to me true. I guess I do have that support but only her. Although right now she's all in lala land due to Katey" He laughed. "Due to Katey?" I asked confused. "Yeah she's been in love with her forever feels like. Between you and me I think they made out. Lucky bitch!" He said. "How is she lucky?" I asked. "Because I haven't had a boyfriend or kissed anyone like ever" he said. "Wait really?" I asked surprised. "Yeah I lived on the streets till I was 15 by 16 I was here training and you see how the other guys are" he said. "Well anyway I'm glad your ok talk later?" He said and began to walk away. "No! Don't leave me!" I thought and grabbed his arm. "Wait...I..." I stuttered. I let go of his arm and turned away about to speed walk away when...."Jimin?" He said. "I'm sorry" I apologized that's when he grabbed my arm and spun me around pinning me against the wall. "You know...since that day we collided and fell to the floor here...I've always wanted to kiss you" he said and on instinct I pulled him into a deep kiss taking him by surprise. "Ehm!" He said as we locked lips. I moved my hand towards his ass but stopped myself and just stayed lip locked with him. In that moment I felt the world stop. He touched my cheek with his right hand as we kissed. It was amazing and our first kiss. I felt sparks then...I wanted more..I wanted him...however we heard someone approaching us and we parted. "Sorry.....I.." I stuttered before speed walking away a blushing mess.