𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍, mike and will

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                        will's pov

𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍𝐓 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 how much longer i could sit in this room by myself. it seemed like none of my friends wanted anything to do with me. 𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 mike. which was the worst part.

the panic of maybe him knowing i had a 'thing' for him. the panic that i was slowly going insane without realising. i was an overthinker— thats the disadvantage.

i spent hours in my room. making a painting, you could probably guess who for. the stupid douche who has no interest other than his girlfriend.

it felt mean thinking bad about my own sister— but sometimes i felt overtaken. i wasnt his number one priority anymore. we weren't going crazy together anymore.

i was just going crazy by 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓.

i didnt care. . though i really did. i stood up from my chair sliding it back under the desk before making my way downstairs.

oh wow— what a happy suprise. there stood el and mike. the lovey dovey shit they did making me puke.

mike had given me a 'hi' was that all? all i got recently was a hi. . it drove me insane. i decided to not be nice and just nod.

i went to the fridge grabbing what i needed before a hand swung by. it was mike.
                      
                      mike's pov
          
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" hello to you aswell will the wise. " i teased. knowing will wouldnt find me funny but oh well?

" hi. " will spoke back to me. just by the tone of his voice really anyone could tell he wasnt okay.

the past few days i was hella worried about him. he was different. he pushed himself away from everyone and everybody.

i couldnt help but wonder if it was because maybe he was seeing. . stuff again? or was he feeling some type of way i couldnt recognize.
                 
                      will's pov
          
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" el's going to see max. i was wondering if you— uh wanted to hang out ? " mike spoke softly.

he always had me feel some sort of way when he spoke like that. its like his tone changed when he was speaking to me— only me.

i didnt get my hopes up though. i spoke up before getting lost in my thoughts.

" yeah. that would be nice. " i smiled. i was happy to finally spend some time with him— alone.

i made my way upstairs. " i need to do something before you come in. " i quickly closed my door. leaving mike waiting.

quickly as i could i flipped the dried painting around the canvas. so you couldnt really see it that much.

i walked back to my door letting mike back in. throwing myself onto my bed mike sitting next to me.

" uh— how come you didnt go with el? " i spoke. knowing it was a dumb question because she was with max but i was curious i guess.

" you think i wanna hang out with just el and max? as bad as it sounds. me and el havent exactly been the. . best. "

mike ranted. i didnt mind listening to his rants. i loved it infact— really i loved everything about him. his voice one of the main parts.

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" im sorry to hear that. " will spoke up after my rant. the guilt after ranting was crazy. i knew i could always rely on will though— he was my 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 after all.

although lately ive been feeling a different type of way around him. seeing eleven way more just so i have the excuse to see him.

i knew it was bad— i couldnt help myself. me and eleven wasnt doing the best because i didnt 'pay' attention to her.

i think maybe if i keep doing that— we could potientally end up breaking up. . it was terrible me thinking this way.

i just felt so much different with will. ive never felt this way with anybody else before.

" hey so. . this is random but have you painted anything recently. " i spoke. looking into his eyes.

i admired will's paintings. i admired everything about him infact. just him in general made me feel head over heels in love.
             
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𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐀 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐒 !
hii! :) i hope you enjoyed this.
next chapter is gonna be fluffy as hell. anyways im gonna try update alot as i have a brainstorm of ideas!