December 17th,
Dear Diary,
Guess what! My life sucks. Yeah well you know that, but except for one little detail; I met this girl and she is really nice and cool, we are really similar in the fact that we both hate our fucking parents. She goes to my mental school. She goes for being emo, she cuts her arms, legs, and sometimes when she really wants to die she cuts her neck. I once thought about being emo but that sounded even more pathetic then committing suicide.
So yeah, I Know I am some freak but I kinda like her, plus she’s really pretty! Unlike me where I am some ugly ginger. But I'm gay how can I like a girl? Well then my day got even better! Sarcasm intended.
My aunt caught me staring at her, and decided to scream at me in the car for being gay saying that it’s so disgusting and illegal and people like that should go die and rot in hell. And that I should like girls not guys!! Well I don’t care if I die and rot in hell or if I fly up to pretty clouds of heaven I just want out…. So I told my aunt it was my life and I could do the hell I wanted, and she told me she was responsible for the piece of shit that I am and for as long as she is. I will be fucking straight. Well you know what; I’M GAY FUCK WITH THAT AUNTIE DARLING! YOU CAN’T FUCKING CHANGE ME. MAYBE YOU HAD A CHANCE WHEN I WAS 5, BUT YOU DIDN’T SO NOW DEAL WITH IT!!
Sorry about that it’s just she’s the first girl I have ever liked. She’s the first person I have ever liked. And I guess I’m nervous. Why should I be nervous, I should get my wish before anything happens with her right? I mean I hope so, Damn I hope so.
Bye…
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Diary of an Unloved
TerrorThe Anonymous diary of a suicidal who wont commit suicide and trys to conivice anyone to do the deed for him, but he might not always want the job done. Things change. Let me know what you think of my fictional story!!
