Entry 15

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March 14th

Dear Diary,

HELP PLEASE; I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY.  SHE LEFT ME THE ONE THING GOOD IN MY LIFE LEFT ME!!

She left me yesterday, she told me she was much suicidal and that this would be easier then hurting me in the future… WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?! DOES THAT FUCKING BITCH KNOW HOW MUCH SUICIDAL I AM?! OR HOW MUCH I’M WILLING TO STAY ALIVE JUST FOR HER, TO LIVE FOR HER!!!

GOD WHY WONT THESE FUCKING TEARS STOP!!

I’m in love with her and I thought she was in love with me, but how can she do this to me? How is it easy for her to just walk away, walk away from something special?

This word coming onto the paper each spiking me in the heart one by one and it’s killing me softly and slowly.

Is it possible to die from heartbreak, a horrible heartbreak?

So please just end this torture, end this life of pitiful disappointments and pain.  You would be doing me such an enormous favor, you have no idea…

I WANT TO DIE…

But until someone helps me, I guess I will stay here in this corner left to cry my heart out.

Bye…..

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