Entry 12

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January 24th,

Dear Diary,

Why is life getting easier to live, why be it easier to stand every painful day.  I figured out the reason why today.  Her.  Her laugh, her smile, her eyes, and the way she wants to kill herself such as me.  The difference is she is willing that’s when I noticed that…. And this will sound stupid and crappy and corny but, that I love her.

Yeah, well she tried to throw herself into a pond and attempted to drown herself.  She would have succeeded if I wasn’t there.  I wasn’t stalking her… Just maybe watching her… from afar.  Okay, Okay I might have been stalking her but I saved her life!! That’s got to cancel it out right?

Well Yes I love her, I finally love someone. Anyone.  Well I pulled her out. And she was really pissed with me, since I did know that she was suicidal and how crappy her life was and where she got most of her cuts and burns. (Her Dad beats her.)  And when she was scolding me, I didn’t want to hear her, or too explain why I had stopped her so I did the unthinkable…

I kissed her…

Bye…

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