My Big Brother's Best Friend Volume 2: A Crazy Thing Called Love

Chapter 42: Sunday Dinner

I was high as f***k and still drunk and Shawn didn't want drop these questions. He wanted to know if I had a kid and to be real I never really talked about it or wanted to talk about it but he my best friend I should have told someone.

Shawn: Bey you still aint answer me though

Me: Bey where Dion and KC?

Shawn: They not to long pull out and gone bey everybody seems like they leaving the party now but don't run from the question bey.

Me: Ok I going to be real after we had sex the first time we f***ked and f***ked everyday for like a two week sometime we used condoms sometime we don't. It was like she was using me for cock bey I felt like a piece of meat then even though I didn't mind it because I was getting pleasure to. Next thing I know she called me telling me she missed her period and I was scared as a mother f***ker. My first thought was that my father is going to kill me then my mother is going to kill me after, I would have gotten kicked out maybe. They would have just thought I was a big disappointment. Shawn I didn't eat for days and on top of that I was broke as f***k I couldn't even buy my girl a pregnancy test. I ask Terry to lend me two hundred dollars and he still to this day don't know what I need it for, I told I wanted to buy a play station. I bought the test and she used it over by her house and I was in the bed waiting. She came out the bathroom crying saying s***t like her life was over then she show me the test and it had two strips. She was pregnant and I was shocked at the fact that I was going to be a father I was too young to be a dad. Even though I didn't want to be a dad I was man enough to start being one so I wanted to have it but she didn't want have it. So I told her we have 3months to decide so let's sleep on it and a few days later when I called her she tell me I don't need to worry about nothing she already took care of it.

Bey I cried bey she kill my baby and I didn't really wanted to be a father more than ever until the moment when she told me that. It was like she killed my already born child and that s***t wasn't right at all bey. I never hit a chick before but I had likes to kill this girl bey that s***t was wrong. On top of that she let a next dude pay for it and I never knew anything about it. If she respected me enough I would have known and had a say.

Shawn: Bey on the real we have some f***ked up lives you know everyday it's something new but many people have a story we just don't know s***t

Me: Yea bruh maybe I will write a book about it one day

Shawn: yea that would be cool but remember you aint know writer lmao you suck in English remember.

Me; I don't suck I just does speak to much like a Bahamian when I write

Shawn: Nigga you are a Bahamian then he burst out laughing

Me: smt(suck my teeth) nigga you know what I mean I just does can't express myself well on paper but my teacher always use to say I will be great as long as I get my error corrected when I write. (me and Shawn was just sitting in the car just chilling then the song hail Mary by Tupac started to play. I looked between the seats and saw that Chris left his phone and he got a text. So I read it this time and just to my surprise it was this unknown number. The text reads sup sexy when we going to meet up and I text the phone back saying who this is though and waited for a couple of minutes but I got no reply. I tried calling the number also but no one wanted to pick up the phone.