My Big Brother's Best Friend Volume 2: A Crazy Thing Called Love

Chapter 92: Rage

My mom was just talking to this dude and he went out on a outburst then told my mom to shut up bitch. When the word shut came out his mouth I charged him and I was out of place because my mother never seen me like this. My eyes went blood red and I pushed him up to the wall and my elbow was to his neck. I was really going to elbow him into his neck to kill this dude but my mom shout mjay stop. When she said that I claimed down a bit but I didn't take my eyes off him and I didn't move from the position I had him in. I snapped I was literally a crazy person right there in that room and I can tell he got scared of me.

Mom: Baby don't do it, just let it go he don't have no respect but I raise you better then that don't let your son see you resorting to violence. Let God deal with him

Me: No I going to kill this dude and I looked in his eyes and he was saying bey let me go. I had my elbow so tight into his neck he barely could breathe plus my strength was locked into it. Nigga no one is going to disrespect my mother you don't know what she done for me, you don't know her. I shouted to him saying No one Is going to fucking disrespect my mother and I was so angry that I started to cry. My mom came up to me and pulled me off saying let's go but I was so strong she could not move me. Next thing I know KJ comes up to me saying beat him up daddy and to hear him say that broke my heart because I don't want this for him. I don't want him be that dude fighting all the time but this dude cross the line with me and I will tell my brother. I let him go and he dropped to the floor and I picked up my son and I turn around and I told Kanishka to get the rest of his papers and passport. She saw how angry I was she flew in the room to get everything and throw them to me) You want see KJ you contact me and come by my house to see him I aint never bringing him round here again.(I looked at dude) and I said and I will tell my brother punk when I said that he was silent and KJ said you going to call uncle Terry then I said yea.
Mom: Let's go mjay (she looked at me like she didn't know who I was even though I was defending her honour. We went in my car and I skid out that yard and Desmond came to the door like he was calling us or something but I still pulled off. I text Terry and told him to meet me home some dude disrespected mom and he said what someone going to dead right now) Mjay I am surprised at you I didn't know you had a temper like that you remind me of your father.

Me: Mommy I aint letting no one disrespect you or harm you I don't care who they is. They disrespect you then it's a problem. How he can call you that degrading name because he been a jackass for four years and I swear to my good God she aint never seeing my son again.

Mom: Mjay I know you mad but you can keep him away from his mother

Me: He don't even want stay there look at how he was carrying on, they be beating him and I will put them in court if I find someone beating up on my kid

My mom was just surprised at the rage she saw in me for the first time then she compared me to daddy and Terry. She said us Rolle men got a lot of fire that we store in us until we burst then that hell breaks loose. When we got home Terry wasn't there yet but you know he went to go get Chris to. We went inside and my mommy went to go cook for when daddy come home from work me and KJ went in the room. I was still so hot and I lay down and I had to talk to KJ because I don't want him think violence is the way to go. I sat in the bed and let him sit In my lap to have a little heart to heart with him.

Me: KJ if I ask you some questions you wil be honest with daddy and tell me the truth right

KJ: Yes daddy I will tell truth

Me: I laugh and said tell the truth is what you suppose to say (then he smile at me) do your mom or any one in that house use to beat you even when you aint did wrong.

KJ: Yea my mommy use to beat me (when he said that he looked down and was sad but aint said anything after that) I scared of mommy

Me: Aw baby, I won't let nothing happen to you ok, daddy love you and won't hurt you but if you be rude daddy have to punish you to let you know you did wrong and that I won't you to do better ok. You going to live with me now alright and I won't let nothing happen to you I swear daddy , uncle Chris, terry, Dion, Shawn and grandpa will always protect you if am not around ok.