The Bad Boy Stole My Heart

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I've always been alone, purposely not talking to others. I go to school with my hood covering my face hoping no one would notice me. And luckily no one really ever does. Also, If I've ever gotten invited to a party. Then I didn't go. I'm not really one that tries to get in trouble. I just stay away from everyone and everything. I started trying to tune out reality when I was like 7. I was already into Arctic Monkeys and Pierce The Veil and I was made fun of for the bands I listened to. So I figured that if I just pretend nothings happening then I won't have to deal with not wanting to go to school. In middle school I gained a group of friends (big mistake) They all ended up turning around and showing the whole school a video of me dancing to R U Mine. That ruined everything. I was laughed at and people actually noticed me but in a bad way. And I wasn't able to ignore them. So, I spent the rest of Middle School at home.
My mom decided to home school me until I got to high school. I started a support group and I was just doing it for my mom. She wanted me to make friends and actually talk to people. At the support group I made one friend, Nora. We've been inseparable. Since that day were like sisters. And before we knew each other it was like we've had the same life. We liked all the same things. And all the things that happens to me happened to her. Once I get to high school she's still homeschooling so I'm gonna be alone. Again.
Well I guess I'll tell you how people see me. I have long, black, wavy hair (obviously dyed). Hazel eyes. Black sweatshirts. Black skinny jeans with holes ripped at the knees. That's what people see. I'm the freak, the weird kid. That's it.
High school was almost the same as any other school I went to. I was alone all the time. I knew no one in my classes. And I sat on the curb for lunch. I was okay with this but sometimes it just got annoying. Once in a while I would hear someone say, "Hey London." It was normally one of those annoying emo dudes that just walked around getting in trouble everywhere they went, and really they were that last people I wanted to talk to. And the thing I don't want is some picture of me on the the paper saying how I'm on trial and expelled from school. Cause there would be even more negative attention to me. I already have enough of that.
Anyways, besides school I normally sit in my room listening to music. Cause that's really all I do. Im not an interesting person. Sometimes you could find me in my room watching every single Harry Potter movie and I'm a complete fangirl so I'm probably crying the whole time. Yeah, see, I'm not just that freak that you see I'm a total nerd. Not that it matters, cause no one is every going to see that and if they did, its not like they would care. I should probably tell you about my music. I play guitar. And sometimes I think that's the only thing keeping me alive. It has me forget everything. If I could forget about it forever I would. I would be free to be myself. I wouldn't be so shy. I could talk and be happy. But it's just to hard to forget. Sorry. I just thought I should have told you that. Well really those are the only things you need to know about me. Not that my life is interesting to you at all.