The hotel (Bkdk Fluff)

A busy morning

My alarm had went off, I had made sure to be up earlier than everybody else.

Then I realized izuku's head was still laid on my chest, his arms wrapped around me. I thought it was cute how he slept, a smile on his face, looking comfortable. I pat his head really gently.
I wish I could just call him mine... But what if he doesn't want to be with me?..

I needed to get up to get a head start on today, but I wanted izuku to get as much rest as he wanted and needed.
I carefully took him off of me, making sure to not disrupt his sleep. I walked into the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush, and started to brush my teeth. After 2 minutes, I finished. I laid in my bed beside izuku, gazing at him. He looked so fucking adorable sleeping.
...

It was then that he opened his eyes slowly, yawning.
He mumbled "good morning, kacchan..."
"Good morning, deku"

I held his hand, and he brought my hand up to his face again, smiling gently

I smiled back
I don't think it took a lot of thinking to notice I have been in love with him, but what if I just think he's
.. Beautiful, smart, kind, overall perfect, for some other reason?

"Well, it's going to be a busy day today. We even have to go on an airplane. " he said, a bit nervous

"Well of course, silly. It's all the way in another country!!", I chuckled in response to izuku.

He sighed. He looked at my hand and blushed like crazy-
" OH! Im so sorry.
... Is this bothering you??!", he said in a panic.

"No, it's not.", I said back. I gripped his hand tightly just to reassure him it was okay.

He chuckled softly, comfortable as ever.

We gazed into each other's eyes and after a while, izuku had gotten up to get ready himself.

After a few minutes, he had finished, and I stood up out of bed.
He walked up to me and gave me a hug, and I hugged back. He was slightly blushing, clearly enjoying every moment with me. I enjoyed his presence as well.

He had then broke the hug.
He reached for his phone, as it had been ringing for some time now. Who would be calling at 6:30? We get onboard at 10:00..

" hello, mom?" He spoke

"Oh....
Okay!

Love you too, bye!"

I looked at him, wondering what that could have been

"Oh, kacchan! I'm sorry about that, mom just wanted to check on me! Are you okay...?", he said.

" oh, I'm all good deku! ", I smiled at him after talking.
He smiled back and hugged me again
" clingy much, eh?", I said, chuckling.

"HUH?! -"
He exclaimed, blushing.
All I did was chuckle after and hug him back.
He laughed a bit with me

I sat on the bed and he sat next to me as we held each other's hands, watching TV. 

After a while, he was asleep on me, as I held him close. But... Doesn't it surprise him that I act this way... All of a sudden? Or have I been changing over the months or something and he is starting to like me..?I don't know..! But i like him, so why not give it a chance!?

I kissed his forehead and got up, it was 9:30, and we get dismissed in 30 minutes. I've gotta get him up!
"Deku, get up, it won't be soon until we are going to the airport!" I said in a panic.
He yawned, and opened his eyes.
"OH!" He said
"I've gotta get my stuff, be right back kacchan!"

I watched him leave the room, hurriedly.
I grabbed my bags as well and walked out of the room, standing in front of izuku's dorm.

He walked out with bags in his hand as he smiled.
"Hey, kacchan!", he happily said.
I smiled at him. " hey, deku"

Then all of a sudden, raccoon eyes sees us and rushes over to us with Momo, the both squealing.
"EEEEEEE.... ARE Y'ALL ROOMMATES????????", She screams.
" Yeah, and? I'll kick him out of the bed and he can sleep on the floor.", I said, pointing to izuku. I had obviously not wanted to kick him out the bed though.

She smirked and looked at Momo.
Then all of a sudden, Pikachu walked towards the four of us. He didn't even think to say to izuku and I, "GET A ROOM YOU TWO!! Oh waiiiitttt.... Y'all will get one...." He smirked.

Oh my fucking god... What is it with them smirking? I mean, how would they even know we have chemistry?. . ....

*blech this is kacchans pov*

I woke up with a headache. The bottles of what appeared to be beer and water were right beside me...

Was that all real, though? Did I dream? Were izuku and I
... A fantasy?

It made no sense, it felt so real... Maybe I just drank way too much. Anyway, I trashed all the beer discreetly and headed out of my dorm. It was then I see izuku talking to shitty hair and raccoon eyes about the field trip.

"Yeah... It's with Bakugo, isn't it?"

"Yeah.hes probably gonna kill me. It wouldn't surprise me if he hates my guts. I just can't understand why I have all these not reciprocated feelings. It kind of hurts."

"Deku, you can't help who you love! It's a normal thing. And who knows... Maybe he could like you back, but he's just kind of stubborn. I mean, knowing him, he would definitely be that way! "

"Yeah. Okay I guess. Thank you Mina, and kirishima. I don't know what I would do without you."

"No problem!"

And so he walked back into his dorm. He wasn't dressed as usual. He had on a black hood and his his face with his bangs. I could see the tears from his eyes though.

But... What was all that about? Not reciprocated feelings? He... He likes me?... No way, though.
I want to kind of just ask him about everything but I mean, after all I've done and shit... Yeah, there's no way. But the whole dream I had, there's no way that wasn't real. It was lucid or something, but I swear it was not a normal dream. I sighed and knocked on his door.

"Gimme a few", he said with hints of pain in his voice. I also heard metal, and wincing. Oh shit, he's not doing that is he?... Fuck... I don't know what to do... I'm gonna fucking kill him if he's cutting.

... No. I've got to be better than that.

" come in", he said after a minute or two.

I opened the door, and what I saw almost broke my heart.

He was in a corner, trying to hide. It seemed like he had the courage to greet whoever and then saw it was me, and hid. Trust me, I know him well.

"Are you done packing? We've only got an hour left.", I ask.

" yeah. Sorry that I look this way right no-"
The sleeve of his oversized jacket slipped down, revealing a poorly bandaged, cut up arm.

"Shit."
He teared up.
"Uhm... Cat scratches. Aizawas cat is feisty, heh!", he sheepishly said

" Deku, do you think I'm fucking stupid? A cat cannot scratch like that.", I said with mixed emotions, none being positive.

"Oh.okay.. Just forget it please, I don't want to deal with all of this" he hung his head low and brought his knees to his chest

I sighed..
"Deku...im sorry,not sorry, but I'm not just going to let something like that go."

"Kacchan, WILL YOU JUST GO THE HELL AWAY??!!!", he scathed

... Silence followed as he covered his hand with his mouth. He teared up, horrified and scared.

" Okay, izuku. But I'm always looking out. Got that?"
I tried to say I was looking out for him, but I guess I couldn't. He should get the hang of it though.

I pat his shoulder and left the dorm slowly.