The hotel (Bkdk Fluff)

Flight!!

*izuku's pov*

Fuck.... I didn't mean anything by that... I don't know what to do to apologize..

I'm hella sorry for what I did. I swear...

Honestly, I feel like cutting would be something to help right now, but kacchan though.. He's just gonna get madder, and madder. And we've got... 5 minutes until we go to the airport. Shit.

I put in my earbuds, and played Juice Wrld.. I really like his song "Lean Wit me"...

*5 minutes pass*

I was in the lobby with all the other kids, who were chattering and gawking the entire time. I made it to a corner and I hid there, hoping kacchan doesn't see my embarrassing self.

But of course, he stood wherever, looking at me. I could see him with my peripheral vision. A wave of guilt crashes down on me. I didn't mean to snap at him or anything, it just happened. I wanted him to just go the hell away and stop paying attention to the fact that I just cut myself bloody. But I snapped and got to carried away in my anger. I just stayed in the corner listening to my music and zoning out.

A few mins have passed and they have called the bus we were going on. I kept my hood on but hid my face with a mask. The only reason I don't wear it much is because it will give me pimples with an extended period of wearing. Once that was done, I got on the bus and I was in the very back. Just zoning out and staying silent. I put my head against the window and sighed, sleepy, until I felt the presence of someone sitting beside me.

Oh, of course... Kacchan. After all, we have to share a room with each other. He's gonna make me sleep on the floor, I just know it
Silly kacchan... I swear he is the light of my day.

"Sorry about earlier, nerd. I know it's been a lot for you. We've both been going through some stuff, y'know."
, he sighed.

I nodded my head and he pat my shoulder, just like earlier. Maybe it's just a friend thing. I dunno.. But I was grateful to have my mask on because I was blushing a little bit. And when he smiled at me, I felt even more flustered.

But to be honest, he probably wants me dead. Probably everybody.

He is everything to me, and to know he'd want me dead would make me feel fucking horrible. I mean, I have a nice mom, I wish everybody could have someone like her, some people don't even get a mother.. So why the hell am I ungrateful!? I'm still all screwed up from dad, but mom should be all I want as a parent! Why do I still feel so bad..?

"Deku, why are you crying?", kacchan asks with some concern

Wait... What? Shit. First, he sees my self harm, now crying? Again? I didn't want him to know my pain!

" oh, I dunno. The song I'm listening to is kinda emotional..."

"Oh, can I listen? My airpods died. "

"Sure"

And so I handed him one of my airpods, and when the song finished, I played xxxtentacion. He's one of my favorites.

Kacchan was vibing and singing along, he cut himself off though
"Hey, deku. You listen to rap? "

"Yeah.its good music."

"Heh... That's awesome", he chuckled

How cute... He just looks adorable when he chuckles. He looks good doing anything. I wish I could just kiss him or nuzzle his cheek or possibly hug him even..
What am I saying? No chance.

" Alright, kids. We've arrived at the airport. It's gonna be sorta a long wait so just hang in there and don't be rambunctious, please. *do they have coffee in there for free? *", aizawa said.

Everyone cheered and rushed off, just me and kacchan being left. They unhauled their suitcases and so did we.