Being gay is quite difficult to live as. I'm not saying I don't like being gay, I'm saying I have to go through homophobia throughout my life. People at my school make fun of me because I'm a lesbian. People would usually call slurs and sometimes say that I have an illness, but that doesn't bother me so much. I have a few people who support me.
I came out to my parents when I was 13. Two years ago. I don't know if their reactions were good, because they seemed to have accepted me, but weren't so delighted about it. I will admit, their reactions hurt like hell. I guess I thought they would be more supportive... When told this to my cishet friends, they were caring. (Which I appreciated.) When I told this to my queer friends, one of them said: "Damn, I wish my parents were that supportive".
Usually I prefer talking to my queer friends about LGBTQ+ topics. I guess it's just because they can relate to it and to my own experiences. Speaking with cishet can be quite awkward. There are jokes that they may not get. Even if they do, they can't relate to them.
Others don't notice it, but I'm suicidal. Yay! Yeah, I may have lied when I said I don't get bothered by the bullying. I want to die. : ) I want to tell my parents, but I feel like that won't do anything. It doesn't even seem like they care... I feel lonely. But I deserve it.
Anyhoo, that's me! Mayumi!
A/N: sup. sorry that it's short! this is my first time posting on Wattpad! (But I do make stories, just don't post them.) thank you for reading! <3 (i feel so cringe writing like that)
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Roman pour AdolescentsMayumi, a gay teenager who loves a girl (Nancy) but isn't sure if she's gay. She deals with homophobia, and suicide. However, she is supported by loved ones throughout her journey. (I tried. -_-)
