~ About The Book ~
It's been over 2 months since October 31st 2022 the day Sunrise expelled the evil within him who terrorized him and his brother Moondrop for months on end. That evil being known as Eclipse. As the months progressed and the air was...
(A/n: Here's the other part of the chapter y'all have been waiting for. I had to make it a chapter 20 because if I'm ending it here I wanted to make it at least 20 chapters. So yeah with no further ado... Solar apologizing to Lunar I hope you guys enjoy ;3)
- Last Part - ~ Solar Eclipse's POV ~
With that Lunar then tries to leave the theater now in tears. That's when I act quickly and grab his hand
Solar(Eclipse): *in tears himself* "W-Wait"
Lunar: "WHAT!!"
Solar(Eclipse): "W-Was I really that b-bad of a brother?"
Lunar: "YES!! NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ECLIPSE AND STOP ACTING LIKE YOU SUDDENLY CARE ABOUT ME BECAUSE YOU DON'T!!! YOU NEVER FUCKING DID!!"
After that Lunar tries running off again to leave me with all of what he said to me in mind.
- Current Part - ~ Solar Eclipse's POV ~
As soon as Lunar tried running off again I snap out of thought and tighten the grip on his hand
Solar(Eclipse): "L-Lunar... w-wait..."
Lunar: "AGAIN NO!! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ECLIPSE!!"
Solar(Eclipse): "Lunar... please"
Lunar: "NO!!"
He was then able to rip his hand out from mine and was about to start storming off but I grab his hand again.
Solar(Eclipse): "Lunar please... just hear me out. I know my actions I did to you in the past were unforgivable. I caused you so much pain and suffering and I completely understand why. I know I caused you so much trauma far more than Sun, Moon and anybody else. I know I abused you and hurt you in so many different ways. In fact I hate myself for that. Remember that fight back in October where I hit you? Well after you said "shove it up your servos" to me and left me I actually regretted hitting you. I wanted to apologize but double thought it and didn't and I'm sorry. I should've just gone with my initial intentions and apologized. Lunar truth be told after that day I realized I really did truly care about you as a brother. Then ever since Sun shunted me out I was left in the middle of a deep dark forest in a crippled state unable to move and in excruciating pain as I slowly died. When I was left like that I was stuck in my own personal hell which made me relive my actions over and over. In fact each time they played back I started to rethink all of them more and more till it left me with nothing more than guilt. I wanted to start over and I still do. However nothing hurt me more than reliving the fights you and me had. I realized that I actually missed you, that I actually cared even more about you. I felt for the very first time alone, cold and even scared. I wanted you more than anyone else." *is actually crying now*
Lunar: .....
Solar(Eclipse): "I know I constantly belittled you and made you feel small. I know I called you an idiot, a mistake, and useless. I know I treated you like tool in my plan. I know I acted as if I hated you but I don't at least not anymore. I know I almost killed you twice. Once when I wanted to get that star from Monty. The other time near the end of October after our little fight a few days before I was defeated by Bloodmoon and shunted by Sun. After the 2 months I was left dying in the forest trapped in my own personal hell I realized that I really do want to change for the better and I mean it."
Lunar: "HOW DO I KNOW YOU'RE NOT TRYING TO MANIPULATE ME AGAIN JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS HAVE!!"
Solar(Eclipse): "Because I..*chokes on a sob*...I'm not. I-I really do want to make things right between you and I and start over. So please just give me a second chance"
Lunar: "I DON'T BELIEVE YOU!!"
Solar(Eclipse): "You don't need to... but please just let me say this... I honestly hate myself for treating you how I did in the past and I'll never forgive myself for it. I understand my actions were wrong. So you don't need to ever forgive me especially since I myself can't... but please...*hugs Lunar from behind while he tears up more and apologizes for everything*
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...I'm sorry brother, I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I-I'm sorry I caused you so much trauma. I-I'm sorry I made you hate the outside world. I-I'm sorry I made you hate me like you do. I-I'm sorry I abused you. I-I'm sorry I tried killing you. I-I'm sorry for making you depressed. I-I'm sorry I made you feel suicidal. I-I'm sorry for making you feel useless. I-I'm sorry for using you like a tool. I-I'm sorry for treating you like a pet. I-I'm sorry for calling you dumb. I-I'm sorry for calling you an idiot. I-I'm sorry I called you a mistake. I-I'm sorry for never treating you the way you wanted to be treated. I-I'm sorry I didn't love you nor care about you. I-I'm sorry I never payed attention to how you truly felt. I-I'm sorry I can't do anything right. A-And above all... I-I'm sorry I was never the brother you wanted from the start. In fact I-If anything I-I'm the mistake, I-I'm the idiot, I'm useless, I'm dumb, I deserve to be killed not you. You never deserved it... you never deserved any of this. I treated you like shit and I'm sorry... I-I'm so very sorry my dearest brother"
Lunar: *is dumb struck from his apology and starts tearing up himself*
Solar(Eclipse): "L-Listen...*lets go of Lunar*... I don't deserve a second chance and I understand that. I-I know you're happy with Sun and Moon as your brothers so if you want to go back then so be it. I'll leave you alone and you can abandon me forever I-I don't care. I-I just wanted to let you know that I've changed and that I... I do love you brother and I... I actually mean it."
I was then expecting Lunar to run off but he turns around and hugs me now sobbing himself
A/n: Another chapter done. In fact you guys are lucky I'm planning on making a chapter 21 because I couldn't fit all I wanted to say in this chapter. So with that being said I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter it was approximately 1175 words in all by the end of it so until next time... "Stay Awesome, Stay Safe, Have A Great Day Wherever You May Be And Remember I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater Peace Out My Pups" ;3
