Is This What Love Feels Like?//k.h

High and In Love

March 21, 1984

Its been 2 weeks since I met the others. If im being completely honest. I think im falling for kirk. Its almost been a month since i met him. Its crazy to think that in such little time, you could fall for a person.

I made some friends from the band. Im pretty close to Cliff, even though ive only known him for 2 weeks, it feels like we've known each other forever.

Kirk invites me to hang out with him. I look at the clock. Shit! Its 12:30 I meet Kirk and the guys in an hour.

I hope out of bed and into the shower. How i love cold shower, warm ones are only good when you sick.

2 hours later...

"Morgan! " I heard a whisper shout say.

I turned to look at the person to see it was Kirk.

"Wanna get outa here??"

"Why?"

"Because Lars is with some girl, James is drunk, and Cliff, well, hes a mix of high and drunk"

"Okay, lets go then! "

We hop into his car away from the bar we were at. After about 30 minutes of driving we arived at a park.

"Kirk, where are we exactly? "

"You'll see! " he said with a smirk on his face.

We walked to a small gazebo only for him to pull out a CD player and CDs. He had tons of Misfits and Black Sabbath. What did i expect?

He put in a CD and took out 2 joints.

"Do you want it or no? "

"Kirk, seriously... of course i want it. " I replied.

He lights it and hands it over. Damn I havent had weed in a while.

After a few puffs I started to feel high and damn did it feel good.

"Kirk, isnt the blue grass prettyy? "

"Not as pretty as you, Morgs" he replied.

What the actual fuck? I was pretty high but once he said it i didn't feel that anymore.

"W-what? "

"You heard me, the grass is really pretty but your wayyy prettier. "

"Kir-" he cut me off by slamming his lips into mine.

I kissed him back.

After about a 20 second long kiss i broke it. Was this all because he was high? Does he like me too. Was it just an in the moment kiss?

All of those thoughts ran through my head at once.

"Morgannn" Kirk broke my thoughts "Can we go home? "

"Ye-yeah"

Whilst wewere walking Kirk brushed his hand against mine. He ended up grabbing it. I didnt do anything about it though. His hands were really warm and soft.

We walked into his house and into his room. He was half asleep. I layed him down and he got comfortable.I stated walking out of his room.

"Morgan, can you sleep with me? " he said.

How the hell could i stand his doe eyes? I hopped in and he spooned me.

I really, really hope we dont remember this.