My dark love

My pain have to stop now

He said is time to go is my last bus right now I said him okay we can go now when we go out we said goodbye to each other maybe that goodbye was the last time we talk..

Tomorrow when I come at school,My friends was asking me what did you do there tell us I was happy but he said them that we didn't do nothing we talk like a friend nothing else and laugh god in that moment I wanted just to die okay the truth was like this but why to laugh I can't understand that.

Since that day he never talk to me now he was like my enemy he never come to my group,he never called me to talk,he never write me back and he just was doing like I'm unknowing person.....he was ignoring me God this pain hurt me slowly I wasn't happy anymore now I'm that girl who I was at the beginning.

one year is today since I fault in love in him,since my pain didn't stop every second I spent in class now I'm trying to forget and to start new life but it's hard I can't do this I'm gonna to tell him that I love you whatever gonna happen I'm gonna try this