My dark love

Perhaps was wrong

I believe In UFO, Zombies,Vampire and monster maybe this makes me different I don't know but he was my light in my darkness every second i spend with him I can't stop loving him,It's like the rain in the middle of the night when in the roof don't stop the noise.One day he was wearing one jumper which I adore and I said to him "I love this so much" and he said to me "Do you wan't to wear",I replied "Yes"he gave to me o my god the best feeling ever,taking something of the boy you love well only the lovers know that feeling.

All the days was amazing........ In class he write me in small letters if I learn and he tell me jokes I laughed because I never heard that jokes it was so good to write like this.

in 10 November, was my birthday and my dad gave me money for the birthday I wanted to ask him to come with me to celeb but my big brother say to me no boys in you'r party okay and I didn't know what to do i was in trouble but my wish was just he to be there nobody else,I didn't call him tomorrow when I saw him It was embarrassing thing because we did plans for my birthday and I didn't called him. I asked him to go to drink a Coffee and for the goodness he come we go and we take a seat there we talk to much for our self he tell me what he think for me and I tell him what I think but I didn't tell him that I love him... my brother go in other city and he didn't tell us that he is going and I was scared of course my brother didn't tell me nothing so I tell this secret just him but I saw him that I talk to much and he all the time catch his phone and talk to me so I was so bad in that moment I didn't know what to do now I was afraid in my mind now was this question"Why I tell him?"