| + HURT ; kyungsoo f.f. + | { e d i t i n g }

Hurt 2

Why do we always end up like we have no way to go?

Like, nobody cares.

Those love you gave, those gifts you've made for him

Is part of nothing.

Why?

'Cause he will NEVER care

He will NEVER treat you like the way you treat him

Why don't you just give up?

Why don't you just stop?

Simply because...You love him

And you'll never be tired of loving him.

Just like a one-way maze; Once you get in, You can never escape.
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"Stop! You are such a great poem writer. It gives me sad feels. Hahaha. How'd you make 'em?" Hani (Sam's bestfriend) asked.

"Nah! It's because, Im fab! HAHAHAHAHA" Sam laughed hard and didn't even remember that they're in the library.

"Pshh!" the librarian stated.

So, we kept off our mouths and keep silent.

Then, Sam's phone beeped as she receives a text from her Co-EXO L.

'Exo will be shooting on Goyang today for EXO Next Door Episode 20'

Sam's got confused. She remembered that Kyungsoo said that they don't have any things to do.

Liar! she murmured.

"Hey? What are you saying? Hahahaha. Let's go to Goyang! Since your family lives there before right? Wohoo!" Sam just smiled at her but eventually a scene killed her happiness.

"I DON'T LIKE YOU! WHY DO YOU KEEP GOING HERE. WHY DID YOU LIKED ME? I AM JUST YOUR HUSBAND...BUT I DON'T LIKE YOU EITHER, NOR LOVE YOU. SO YOU BETTER GO AWAY. LEAVE ME ALONE! I DON'T NEED YOU"

"Oh? What happened to you, Sam? Are you alright?" Hani asked. I nodded as a sign of approval.

"Btw, I heard that Kyungsoo is dating a girl already...Do you know who she is?" Hani asked Sam.

Sam's heart can't control the feelings anymore. It's like a drum full of water waiting to flow.

"A-are you sure?" Sam asked with concious.

She might not be his wife anymore

She might not be his lover (soon) anymore

She might not hadle the pain and stuggles she's carrying on.

"YES! HE IS DATING SOMEONE, BASED ON THE SASAENGS!" Hani emphasizedly stated.

For the nth time, Sam cried.

The lady which is strong and fragile at the same time.

The lady who silently carries all the hurts in her deep heart.

The lady who believes that she will never give up.

"Hey, Why'd you cry?" Hani asked Sam.

Sam went to the Girls Restroom without saying anything to Hani. She locked the door and cried out loud.

Goes to see her face and cried even more...

I think, I'm gonna die with that article saying that Kyungsoo's dating someone.

It's not me? Why?!! IM SO DENSE to not to see that he's inlove with another lady.

She sits on the floor and get's a ballpen hanging on her I.D. lace.

She's READY. Ready to take the risk.

Ready to DIE.
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Hahahahaha. No Sam! Don't do that. No!. Oh please! Don't kill yourself.

So it's already 3:00 in the morning. Goodbye~ I'll sleep first.

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