It was Friday so that meant my date with Niall was tonight. I was excited. Niall and I hadn't seen each other much this week and I missed him. I was excited to see what he had planned for us but I also knew Harry would be pretty mad when he found out I was going on dates with Niall. I still liked Niall differently than I did Harry and more than I did Harry. I felt as if I was with Harry purely for the sexual aspect of what he could give me.
I didn't care though and Harry knew that Niall was my friend. Nothing would happen with Niall and I anyway. I never saw a sexual relationship with Niall. He would be someone I go on dates with and maybe be my boyfriend but I don't think he would do anything that Harry did to me.
Niall: I'm down the road from your house.
Daisy: Okay:)
I threw a bag of my things like lip gloss, tampons, house keys, snacks, and pepper spray together and waited by the door for him. Harry would text me that he was here if he took me on a date but Niall would come to the door and give me flowers. They were two completely different guys.
My outfit was casual and I liked it that way. I was hoping he had nothing exciting planned because I didn't want to be under dressed for the occasion.
"Hello my love you ready", Niall said and smiled and I followed him out to his car. His car was the same as Harry's but white instead of black. It bothered me that he had such a nice car only being a senior in high school. He must have been a really hard worker and saved all his money for it or his rich parents bought it for him.
" So whats the plan for tonight, Mr. Horan?"
"Movies and dinner at my place. If you don't mind."
"Sounds perfect", I said and the car got silent.
Unlike last time there was no conversation. The vibe was different between Niall and I knew it was all my fault. I had been sneaking around with Harry and getting close to him when I told Niall I wouldn't. I wonder if he suspected anything.
"So where are you planning to go to college?", I asked.
"I'm going to college UCLA actually I just got accepted today", he said excitedly with a giant smile.
"Congratulations that's amazing", I said and placed my hand on his shoulder. I would give him a hug but that wasn't an option when we were siting in the car. It was really far away from where we lived but I was happy that Niall was given that opportunity.
"Its really far from home which sucks but its the best school ive been accepted to."
"Have you been accepted to a lot of places?"
"Yeah actually. I have really good grades surprisingly and I'm dedicated to spots so a lot of schools wanted me."
"You're lucky. I doubt I'll even go to college?"
"Daisy, don't worry about college yet and if you don't go to college just come find me and I'll take care or you", he explained and I blushed. these were the kind of things harry never said to me that i wish he did. Harry acted like he loved me and wanted to take care of me but didn't make me believe it like Niall did.
"That's too sweet. Thank you", I said and he lifted my hand up and kissed it.
"Anything for you", he said and leaned down to kiss my hand. We smiled at each other and I loved the sweet gesture. It made me feel even more guilty for doing things with Harry. I liked what I had with Harry but I loved what I had with Niall. I felt sexy with Harry but I actually felt important with Niall.
Once we got to Niall I wasn't at all surprised by how big it was. Rose went to one of his iconic Horan parties once told me all about how nice his house was. It was similar to Harry's because of how big it was and they all lived in the same neighborhood but Niall's looked more like a home. It was messy enough to show people lived here and had a lot of family pictures.
"I love your house."
"I told you it would suck to be so far from home but I cant wait to get out", he said and I laughed a little.
"Really? Why?"
"I don't know", he said in a shy tone which was unlike Niall," Don't really wanna talk about it."
"I understand", I roamed around a little bit and looked at all the things in the house. His family seemed really happy but judging by how unexcited he was to talk about his home they probably weren't.
"So I can't cook", Niall said," But I assume you like Chinese?"
"Love it", I said and it reminded me of the first time I hung out with Harry. He bought me Chinese and we watched a movie.
"Perfect. What do you want?"
"Orange chicken and fried rice please", it was odd how much this date was like my first one with Harry. What we were doing, the food we were eating, except a girl wouldn't come in and sabotage our date and Niall would touch me sexually.
"Do you like romance?", Niall asked and I nodded lightly.
"My sister left all her romantic comedies and romantic movies here when she moved out so we can watch one", I didn't see his sister in any of the pictures so I was surprised to hear he actually had a sister.
"I love what to expect when your expecting. Do you have it?", I asked and he turned around, looked through the neatly organize array of DVDs and after a few minutes pulled the familiar movie out and smiled.
"Found it", he said and we high fived," The food might take a while so do you want to start it?"
"Sure."
Despite the fact that I was only a teenager I was in love with the idea of married life and having children. My parents didn't have a proper married life or follow any of societies norms which I admired but I craved. I wanted a mom and a dad and brothers and sisters; just the typical life and if I could have that it would be ideal. I wanted to give my children all the normal things I wished I had. I could see that happening with Niall.
"I've actually never seen this", he said throwing me over a few blankets," Like The Notebook, Titanic, The Last Song, I've seen all the sad ones."
"Really?", Niall seemed like such a mans man it surprised me even suggested romance movies," If you cry easily you might cry."
"Don't judge me if I do", he said and I laughed snuggling up to his warm side under the blanket.
"You're cuddly", he said and I smiled.
"So are you", we watched all the trailers before the movie which is something I begged him to let me do. I loved watching the trailers and no one else did. When he started the movie he seemed really alert and interested and when the food got he was even more invested.
"This is cute", he said to a scene in the movie and even with food in my mouth I smiled how much he actually enjoyed the movie. He was really interested in this and I knew Harry wouldn't be. harry likes comedy and horror. Niall soon after he finished laid his head and my lap and fell asleep. He looked so adorable asleep I could look at him in this peaceful state forever.
Niall and Harry took me on almost the exact same date which was odd to me but I liked it. They were completely different. Niall was sweet and romantic. He was so casual and made it so comfortable for me. While my experience with Harry ruined my bond with him and gave me a whole new outlook on sex.
I loved them both but this just made it harder for me to decide who I wanted to be with.
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