In the week leading up to summer vacation, a lot had changed at school. Harry had gotten all the things from the school that night and I hadn't seen or heard from him since. Everyone in class was wondering what happened to him? Why did he leave so soon? Why didn't they just let him finish out the school year? But the most important question on every student's mind was, who was he sleeping with? Who was the student that got the pleasure of being with him? Why didn't he just fuck someone his age?
Luckily, no one knew or even expected it to be me. Just the thought of people finding out that I was having sex with an older man, a teacher, made me sick. The things they would say to me and the hell that I would be put through if my classmates knew it was me. I could have an anxiety attack just thinking about it. Someone could easily find out it was me but I doubted that would ever happen. The only people who knew were Niall, Harry, and Rose.
The school was required to send out a letter explaining the nature of the situation. It said something along the lines of " there was a student and a teacher having an affair. The teacher is no longer on the premise and everyone involved is reaping the consequences". Parents were shocked and so were the students. It said no names but everyone had a pretty good idea that it was Harry and no one was surprise. I teacher as attractive as him teaching in a high school was a disaster waiting to happen. Every girl in the school could admit he was attractive.
My mom was furious when she received the call from the school the following Monday. Since I was the girl he had an "affair" with, my mom didn't get the pleasure of judging it all from afar. She was required to go into the school and talk about it with my principal. I had to answer a ton of questions to decide Harry's punishment. They asked things like "Was it for better grades?" "Was it rape?" "Were there any other girls?" and so many other questions that ended up showing Harry and I agreeing to be in a relationship instead of what they expected. I definitely had to reap the consequences.
I was not allowed to talk to Harry or be near him, be on social media, or even leave the house unless my mom was with me. It wasn't all that bad but I felt terrible about it. I had lost all the trust i had with my mother and she even was leaving her job so that I had a parental figure in the house to watch after me. She was blaming herself for some of it though. She thinks I never had a proper mother figure to teach me that these types of things are wrong or the do's and don'ts of sex.
Also in the following week I started rekindling my friendship with Rose again. Once her and I started talking I remembered why we were so close and why I loved her so much. She was sorry for everything that happened and felt bad that Harry and I were caught, even though she didn't have to. Rose was never one to judge me or make me feel like I was a bad person. I was perfect in her eyes and now that she is back in my life I feel like I can see myself as perfect and valuable again.
Niall and I haven't talked since prom night either. He has been doing his best to avoid me and it frustrated me to no end. I hadn't done anything wrong to him but, I had to teach myself to move on from him just like I was Harry. I had pretty much involved myself with two guys at once and I never saw myself doing that but I did. Niall could stay mad at me for as long as he wanted because I would still love him even if he hated me.
A piece of me wishes I would've chosen Niall all along and I hate that now we are torn apart. Niall understood me and loved me in a way that Harry never could have. Niall always made an effort to talk to me and look after me. Niall always looked at me like I was the only girl that mattered in the world and sometimes I felt like harry saw me as a piece of meat. Niall was always the one but Harry was the one who taught me some of the most valuable life lessons I could have.
Looking back on it all now I should've just ignored Harry. I should've went right home when he asked me to help him grade those papers. I should've went home instead of going to his place to "Netflix and chill". I should've went out with Niall more often than harry. I shouldn't have let Harry take my virginity. I should have listened to my older brother's advice to be careful with him.
I shouldn't have answered the unknown number.
Okay, so I do have a sequel planned and I'll probably start writing it within the next month. I really hope you enjoyed this chapter and the whole story in general. I loved writing this and I love reading your comments it was such a positive experience. If you have any questions please let me know but some of them might be answered in the sequel.
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