diary?

i tried

My friends don't like me.
They don't.
I tried to keep it I tried to start convos but they don't care.
They don't like me.
They don't want to be my friends.
Thye keep lying.
No one likes me.
I was right, I knew it.
This is how shit always turns out and it fucking sucks.
I made them stuff for Valentine's day and Ive been trying to give it to them but they're always "busy".
Busy with the bitch who comments on my eating, with the hypocrite, with the girl that sides with her no matter what, the suck up, the bitch.
They don't care about me, I don't think anyone does.
They were my best friend, idk about now.
We would hangout every weekend.
I'm still gonna try.
I'll try till they admit they don't wanna be friends.
I have so many memories with them.
Getting drunk for the first time and in public lol, we would walk everywhere, we texted every day without fail, now we barely text in a week.
I don't even have anyone who I can talk to this about, I feel like I'm losing all my friends.
I'm sick of this, I Wana wrote more but I don't.
I just wish I wasn't here.