A promise...

years passed

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-hi kunikida-kun ~
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-hi dazai, do you need something ?
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-yep!
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-what is it?
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-may you get me some information?
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-of?
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-of the port mafia....?
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-mmm... why don't you investigate it yourself?
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-cause the boss gave too much work~
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-well I have work too
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-oh, okay...
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-where will you go at the end of the day
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-oh, you know~ to get a beautiful lady to do a double suicide ~
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-ugh I'm tired of this dazai
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-oh, sorry kunikida-kun
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-well work's done
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-yeah, I'm going byeee~~
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I went to the bar I always go, I asked for a whiskey and someone touched my hair.
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-wtf? Who?
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-oh, I'm pretty sorry I didn't wanted to make you uncomfortable, binty
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I heard his voice,  my god...is he..
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-Fedya?!
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-the one and only~
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I hugged him but...I felt someone watching us, I whispered in his hear
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-are some of your people watching us?
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-no, I thought it was from your people...
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-lets go to my department,  and act normally
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-sure
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I payed the bartender and we went to the store to buy some groceries, he always cooks when he comes, whe got to the department.
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-dazai...
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-yes?
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-i know that you're thinking of something....
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-...
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-is something bothering you?
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-i...yes....
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-what is it?
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-fedya....i....have....
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-you have what?
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-do you remember what Mori did to me?
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-yes...I remember that I told you that one day I would kill him...what's with him?
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-well one he always done inside me...and one day he didn't...you know...used protection...
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Fyodor was silent, his face showed hate, angryness, stressed, sad and confusion...I guess he knows what am I saying...
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-you got pregnant....?
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-fyodor,I promise that I wanted my first child with you but he didn't wanted to abort it a-and the kid, i-i...-
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-dazai? You're not you right now...is something bothering you...?-
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-yes....I'm scared that he'll do something to them...-
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-them..? Are they more than one? -
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-no, the thing is that I never knew their gender-
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-Oh-
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I looked at him, he looked calm...like the news didn't made something to him .
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-dazai... you're acting like a father...
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A father?  Whats the meaning of that word? I have always been afraid of been a father...what if I act like mori? I wouldn't like that, I would prefer to kill myself just like how pa-.....true...I'm worried about them....
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-you know what?  Let's just sleep darling
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-Uh- but the dinner?
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-okay let's eat the dinner
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-b-but the vodka?
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-okay we'll drink it
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-but my kisses?
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-okay.....I'll give you kisses
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-but-
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-Shut up! Okay if you want me to fuck you just say it darling
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- you just yelled at meh ~
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-lets just go
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-Okay!
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In the next morning
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