You were boarding the bus, mentally preparing yourself for the long bus ride ahead. The teacher had given everyone assigned seats, and luckily for you, you got to sit next to C/N.
You sat by the window and look out to see the autumn leaves that covered the once luscious green grass. Then all of a sudden you feel someone wrap their arm around your shoulder. You turn your head to make eye contact with C/N. You realised how close you two were but didn't move a bit and blushed a bit. Luckily for you he didn't notice since he was staring intently into your eyes.
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You were about an hour into the bus trip when you felt your eyes become heavy. You fought with yourself to stay awake but C/N soon noticed and lightly placed your head on his shoulder. You got comfortable and closed your eyes, slowly falling into a deep sleep.
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You woke up about half an hour later to find C/N on his phone. You lifted your head up from his shoulder and then felt a sting in your neck. You stretched it out a bit before facing the window, admiring the view.
You feel a pair of eyes on you so you turn your head to see that it was C/N.
"What?" You asked while chuckling. He smiled and shook his head, too nervous to answer. C/N was always a little shy around you and all of your friends kept telling you that he liked you but there was no way that he liked boys.
You wrap your arm around his shoulder and pull him in a little. You turn your head slightly to see him smiling. You felt something in your head screaming at you to make a move but you knew that you would ruin the friendship. C/N noticed your change in expression and gave you a questioning look. "What's up bro?" He asked, his eyes moving from your left eye, to your right, then to your lips and finally meeting your eyes once again. You gave him your signature smile and shook your head and gave your attention back to his phone. "Nothing, whatcha watching?" You asked, avoiding eye contact. He turns his phone off and places two fingers under your chin, making you look at him. He tilts his head a little before leaning in closer, soon enough there's only inches in between you two and you could tell he was about to close the gap, but for some reason you turn away and look at your phone. You hear him sigh a little and you can see that he looks upset. You don't know why you ruined it, but you just weren't ready to kiss him while you were on the bus.
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Once you got to the destination, C/N was avoiding you at all cost. Your friends started to notice and asked you why he was ignoring you, but all you could do was shrug your shoulders, too afraid to admit what you did. There was this weird tension between the two of you for the rest of the day and because the bus was assigned seats, you had to sit with him on the way back home.
So there you were sitting next to the guy who was once your best friend, but now seemed like a total stranger. "Listen man, im sorry about what I did, I just, I dunno" You started, looking out the window to avoid his eyes. You heard him turn around to face you. "What? You what, huh?" He snapped, causing you to tense up a little.
If he was just going to stay angry at you and not listen to your apology, there was not point in trying to make a conversation. "Never mind" you muttered, moving your body as far away from him as possible. You heard him scoff a little and you had to fight yourself to not punch him square in the jaw. You turned your phone on and started watching YouTube. After about 15 minutes of it you felt tired again and rested your head against the window. Just as you were falling asleep you felt someone rest your head on their shoulder. You felt severe deja vu as you drifted off and when you woke up you felt your neck be in worse pain than the last time you woke up. You'd really need to do some massages on it when you got home. You moved your neck side to side and placed your hand in the spot it hurt and started massaging it, then you felt C/N place his hand over yours. He dragged your hand down and started massaging your neck, you felt your neck start to feel better after a couple minutes and soon enough C/N stopped. You turned to face him and muttered a quiet thanks.
"I'm sorry"
Looked up and saw that he was about to cry. You pulled him into a tight hug and felt him try and calm down, you rubbed circles onto his back and felt his breathing slow down to a normal pace. "I'm sorry too".
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You were now at C/N's house and you were sat on the edge of his bed. There seemed to be awkward silence between you two and you hated it. C/N was pacing around in circles and you hated seeing him this nervous. You walked over to where he was and grabbed him by the shoulders to stop him from moving. He looked you in the eyes at sighed. "Listen, we both apologised, lets just forget it, nothings weird between us" you said, attempting to reassure him.
"Nothing happened? Y/N I tried to kiss you and you pulled away. You made it very clear that you're not interested in me romantically and if I'm being honest it's killing me. I'm not going to just forget about it." He said, pulling away from your grasp. You stood there momentarily, trying to take in the fact that C/N liked you back. C/N walked away from you and was about to leave the room when you quickly grabbed him by the wrist. Forcing him to look at you. "What?" He asked and before he could continue, you lightly pressed your lips against his, you felt his whole body tense up before loosening and melting into the kiss. You smiled against his lips and you could feel his cheeks heating up.
You pulled away and saw that he look shocked at what had just happened. He covered his face with his hands in embarrassment and you pulled him into a hug. He then buried his face into your shoulder. Your mum then called you, telling you that you need to come home so you had to ruin the moment, but just as you walked out the door, you pulled him into another kiss by his waist.
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