Broken

10

y/ns pov 

"I DONT CARE IM NOT HUNGRY" i yelled and ran out of the bed room crying becase i hate yelling at colby and i ran to my bedroom and locked my door and went to the boc that i keep my knives in and took my favrout one out and sat on the floor thinking if i should brake my promes to colby then i started hearing everything that my step dad said to me 'your worthless, your stupid,go kill your self, you so fat' "STOP" i yelled 'go on do it' the voices in my head said "no" i said "come on i l know you want to" they said "no" i said and i keept on doing this for anther minute until i just gave in and cut three times on each arm then i pulled my pants down and started cutting my thighs when someone came in and i looked up and it was colby "baby again?" he said

i throw my knife at the wall next to me and put my head into my knees and started to cry again and Colby came kneeled in front of me and lifted my head up "im sorry" i said, he was about to say something but i inroapted him "im so sorry i gave in to the voices again.... im so weak please never leave me alone again when im upset" i said "aww baby it ok.... your not weak you just have way to much going on in your life right now and i promise i will never leave you alone again" he said, he kissed me on the forehead then he got up and grabbed my med kit and took my pants off and got an alcohol wipe and wiped her  the cuts on her wrist and thighs and bandaged them up then he throw the wiped in my bin and put my med kit away and i got up and took my pants and jumper off and went to get a new out fit when colby came up behind me and wrapped his hands around my waist "baby i need to get dressed im cold" i said and he backed away and i picked out another hoodie and sweat pants and put them on "baby we need to film a video" i said "oh ya we do" he said "we should prank sam saying that im pregnant" i said "omg yess" he said 

we grabbed the camera and turned it on "whats up guys today we will be pranking sam saying that im pregnant" i said "so lets get this prank started" colby said we setted up the camera and then we stood inforunt of the couch "SAM WE NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING" i yelled and he came running down stirs and sat on the couch "ok so promise me you wont get mad at us" i said "ok i promise" he said and i looked at colby "ok so its pretty exiting news and we have been needing to tell you this for ages but with everything that has been going on we haven't been able to" colby said colby then looked at me "so here it goes...... i-im pr-pregnent" i said 

there was a long silence and sam keeped looking at both of us "omg congrads" he said smiling "thanks" me and colby said smiling "but" i said "but what" sam said "we are going to stop socile media so that it can grow up with a some what peaceful life" i said "no you cant do that... everyone will be so sad and they would want to watch them grow up" sam said "well....." i said, i  looked at colby and smiled "WELCOME TO PRANK WARS BABY" we yelled "omg guys where is the camera" he said 

i walked over to the camera "ok well thank you guys for watching we are going to go now" i said, i ended the video and then we all sat on the couch and turned on a movie and i laid on colbys lap and he played with my hair and i fell asleep