Broken

12

y/ns pov 

I woke up on the couch to my head pounding and everyone that was at my party on the floor and spread out  on all the lounges passed out Colby was hugging me from behind so I slowly got up and went to the kitchen and got a glass of water and some Advil and went to my room and had a shower and got dressed into some sweats and Colby hoodie and went downstairs and saw Colby starting to wake up so I got him a glass of water and some Advil "why are they still here?" he mumbled "I have no idea but here is some Advil and water" I said 

I passed them to him and he had some water and the pills then I took the glass to the sink and Colby got up and followed me "hey y/nhow are you" said Colby "I'm good but i don't remember anything except I had some white claws because we had a party and we vaped a lot in the room" I said "same I was hoping that you remembered" he said "well i dont and its really annoying me" i said "i feel like you kissed a boy" he said "same but i dont know who" i said "SAM!" colby yelled

sam came running into the room "I KISSSED Y/N" sam panicked "WHAT I KISSED MY BOYFRIENDS BESTFRIEND" i yelled sprised "we dared you!" jake said pointing to him and cory "WHAT?!" me sam and colby said "AHHHH" I screamed "what?" colby said "I CHEATED ON YOU WITH YOUR BESTFRIEND?!" i yelled "you were drunk" colby said, i ran to my bedroom and saw a girl in my bed "WHY IS THERE A GIRL IN MY BED?!" i screamed  then the girl woke up " y/n?" they said "kat?" i said "why are my in her bed?" i asked "i was waiting for her to come up so i could   sprise her" she said

i just staired at her and she got up and walked over to me "sis why are you here" i said backing away "my  dad took me here to see you but i wasn't feeling well and then you sent him to jail" she said walking closer to me, i keeped backing away from her but i got to the wall "you have no where to go now" she said  and she slapped me "he abused me that's why he went to jail" i said "YOU DESERVED IT!" she yelled in my face making me flintch 

colby came running up "whats happening....who is she?" he said "colby meet my step sister" i said and i stood next/behind him "whats wrong" he whispered to me, i showed him my face that was slowly starting to bruise up and he just staired at it and then he went over to her and picked her up throwing her over his shoulder and walking out of the room so i followed him and he took her out of the house and out the gate and placed her down and then ran inside the gate and shut it 

colbys pov

y/n showed me her cheek and it was starting to bruise and something in me blow up and i marched over to her step sister and throw her over my shoulder and took her out side and out of the gate and placed her on the other side of the road and ran back to the house sharing the gate behind me and turning the electric part of it on and i grabbed y/ns hand and took her inside to the couch and we sat down and i turned on harry potter year 4 and she laid her head on my leg 

2 hours later 

i looked at the time and it was already 12:00 "do you want food?" i asked and she sat up and looked at me with a look saying you know what the answer is "y/n baby you need to eat" i said  she didn't say anything and got up and started to walk away but i grabbed her arm "why dont you wanna eat?" i asked " im not hungry" she said  "i know your lying you haven't eaten in two days" i said "fine! you wanna know why?!" she shouted "yes i wanna know" i said "becase im trying to lose weight" she said "baby you dont need to lose weight your perfect the way you are" i said "your only saying that becase your my boyfriend!" she yelled "no baby im saying that becase its true" i said "STOP LYING, EVERONE IN MY FAMILY AND PEOPLE ONLINE ALWAYS TELL ME THAT IM FAT AND NEED TO LOSE WAIGHT SO STOP LIEING TO ME" she shouted at me and then she ran out of the room so i chaced after her but she locked the door "baby answer the door please!" i shouted and started banging on the door

y/ns pov

"STOP LIEING, EVERONE IN MY FAMILY AND PEOPLE ONLINE ALWAYS TELL ME THAT IM FAT AND NEED TO LOSE WAIGHT SO STOP LYING TO ME" i shouted, i ran out of the room before he could say anything and locked my door and ran over to the knife in the wall and sat on the floor and then colby came to the door and tryed to open the door "baby answer the door please!" he shouted "NO" i shouted back at him  

i started to reopen the cuts when he came barging in so i throw the knife under the bed and wrapped it up before he noticed and then put my head in my knees so it looks like i have just been crying "hey baby" he said, i didnt say anything or even move so he kneeled inrount of me and was about to pull me into a hug when he saw the bandage "again really baby you promised!?" he said raiseing his voice alttle making me cry even more "i-im s-sorry i-i c-cant h-help i-it" i said in between tears "aww baby its ok i know you cant help it but please just talk to me insted and i can help you" he said pulling me into a hug and kissing my head 

we stayed like that in silence untill sam came into the room "hey gu-" he stoped what he was saying when he saw us "is eveerything ok?" he asked walking into the room and sitting on the bed "i have somthing to tell you sam" i said pulling away from colby " ya whats up" said sam "i have been cutting again" i said looking down at my hands  and he got up and kneeled beside me and hugged me "hey its ok... you can talk to us when ever you need to talk you kow that right?" he said "ya i know...im just not the kind of person who opens up to pepole becase even if they have proven that they care about me and i can trust them i still dont becase when i did it scared them away" i said pulling away "oh ok well dont worry about that happening with us becase we  will never do that to you" he said "ya baby you can trust us" colby said "ok" i said "well sam what did you come in here for" colby said "just asking what you want for lunch?" he said "oh i will have a crunchwrap sapream" said colby "ok what about you y/n" he asked "oh im not hungry-" i was about to say some more stuff before colby introupted me "nope you told us that you where going to talk to us and not lie" colby said "no i just said i was going to talk to u not that i was going to stop lying" i said

i got up and walked out of the room and went down stairs and sat on the lounge when sam and colby came runing after me "why you runing" i said "oh no reason" colby said,i stood up and and walked over to them "YOU DONT TRUST ME DO U" i shouted in there faces "no of course we do we just dont want you to be safe thats all" sam said "HA you dont trust me by my self" i said and ran out to the pool and took all my cloths and bandages off so that i was just in my bra and undies and jumped in the pool and was about to jump into the pool wne colby grabed me by my waist and pulled me inside "why where you going to jump in the pool" he asked "so i can get out of your life and you wont have to worry about me anymore" i said and he hit me across my face "never do that ok or it will brake me" he said "FUCK YOU" i said and ran to the pool and jumped in "HEY" colby yelled but i ignored him and just stayed under and i was about to passes out when colby pulled me back out of the water and placed me on the side of the pool

"HOW DARE YOU SAVE ME" i yelled at him "HOW DARE I SAVE YOU?! HOW DARE YOU TRY AND TAKE YOUR OWNLIFE!" he yelled, i got up and started walking away when sam stoped me and picked me up puting me over his shoulder and took me over to the sun bed and placed me down and i tryed to get up but he held me down "LET ME UP" i yelled but he ignored me and colby came over and picked me up and jumped into the pool with me in his arms and sam folowed us in shortly after and i scoffed and jumped out of his arms and got out of the pool and grabed a towle and went to my bathroom and had a shower and got into some comfy clothes and jumped into bed and went to sleep