-"Neymar,why do you cut your wrists?...Why..."
Brocken the silence said Leo
-"why?...
Ineed these scars as proof.
Proof that I am in pain
Proof that I do feel guilty
Proof that I am paying for my faults
Proof that this damage is good enough damage to leave a scar
because if I ever hurt my heart I need to hurt myself.
Even if it wasn't my fault."
Coldly said Neymar keeping staring at the floor
Leo just drowned in his thoughts,all what he thought was about how to tell Neymar about his feelings.
-"Jr.Listen to me..."
-nah Leo,I know you will always reject me,it's okay,I'll go ahead and continue my life.Please promise me you will be happy.
With tearing eyes asked Neymar,looking at his eyes
Leo kept silence
LEO POV
Tell him the truth?
Tell him the truth,
so that he will watch the stars through tears? insteced of following the one cold star that is his destiny?
No... no
let him thinks that never loved him.
One day, he will follow a flag to the same fate as mine.
I must leave him the strength for that all.
One day he will realize why I didn't say anything.I don't wanna his career to ruin because of homophobic people...
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I'm so ashamed of that small note,jst because of emotional highness I write that at 3AM
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Mutual love?
FanfictionNeymar is about to know what is to be ignored by your loved one.Especially if you are the biggest fan of your crush. PS:My story are inspired by song Eminem-Stan. text adapted to the situation .
