luke

cute

photo - me bc of all this pointless drama with that ashton kid

video - tyler joseph fuCKING WITH MY EMOTIONS

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THIS IS GOING TO SOUND CRAZY BECAUSE I WAS SO UTTERLY INFATUATED WITH YOU FOR THE LONGEST TIME BUT THATS JUST IT YOU SEE IT WAS ONLY INFATUATION SHORT-LIVED ADMIRATION AND NOW ITS ENDED THE SWITCH IN MY BRAIN MY HEART CHANGED TO THE OFF SETTING AND I'M NOW ABLE TO BREATHE EVERY TIME I SEE YOU EVEN WHEN YOU SMILE I SHOULD BE HAPPY BUT HOW CAN THAT BE RIGHT WHEN THAT WAS THE SMILE THAT MADE ME SMILE FOR MINUTES ON END BUT NOW WHEN I SEE A PICTURE OF YOUR SIGNS OF HAPPINESS I CONTINUE SCROLLING WITHOUT A SINGLE CHANGE IN MY FACE FEATURES NOT A BUDGE

I FEEL HOPELESS AND I HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE SO BECAUSE I DEPENDED WAY TOO MUCH ON YOU TO MAKE ME HAPPY BUT NOTHING LASTS FOREVER

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a/n

i had a moral of the story but then I realized it may give off the wrong message and there were too many loopholes,, nice

anyWAYS THIS IS SLOWLY COMING TO END JUST LIKE MY LOVE FOR THE PEOPLE OF 5SOS WAIT WHAT ??? soRRY IDK MY FEELINGS ARE BEING MIXED UP AND THROWN AROUND LIKE IDK WHAT TO THINK ??? I LIKE THEIR MUSIC STILL AND HEARING THEM LIVE BUT IM NOT AS IN LOVE WITH THEM AS PEOPLE AS I USED TO BE ?? AND ASHTON ???? YOUR OPINIONS ON ASHTON ???? i feel like he's just different and yeah he's not the only one at fault. the fans are being dumb too by not leaving him alone bUT he could still handle the situation better instead of being an ass !!!!!!!!

but I updated wow right ??

-katie ((I actually hate being called this why do I use this))